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Another lost soul09
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- Aug 15, 2024
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Hello all. This is my first post so go easy on me. For the last few years I've been suicidal on and off. A lot of it comes from my family pressureing me to get my GED and get a "real job" I currently work at a fishery and for the last 8 months I was getting sick at least once a week. This was due to a gallbladder issue which I had removed. In the hospital I was actually pretty happy and enjoyed it. But now that everything is back to normal.(Outside of my stomach hurting from recovering.) I've become suicidal again. I just can't see myself doing any job where I'll actually be happy and give a shit. So now I'm looking towards just ending my life. I know it likely won't get much better and I'm tired of coming home everyday to be exhausted only to do chores around the house before bed. I just don't see a point to it anymore. Thanks for reading.