Venting cant do this anymore

[pinkdarlingg]

Cant't do this anymore. Having to constantly press the back button and delete because I keep making typos through my tears. I cannot fathom how there are people in the world who just get up and go on about their days without thinking of death. How luck is on the side of so many people and they're just casually living their happy lives; financially stable with constant support systems and a future waiting for them. For a lot of people like us, there is none. So fucked up how you only live once, yet we want to end it as early as possible.

 

[Bad-luck]

I honestly feel the same. I feel as if life is going against me rather going along with me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence really is too cruel after all, in my case I'd always prefer to not exist but I get it's dreadful for the people who wish their circumstances were different. I also cannot understand how some people don't wish for death as wanting to be gone is all I know.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

These so - called normal people are a different species to us.
They are made for this shitshow world and actually enjoy it wtf !
I can't wrap my head around how they think that life is good.
To me human existence is a curse and I want no part of it.