I'll grab Kali and put my Rainstorm sound on my phone app. My sleep schedule is so fucked these days, it doesn't matter when I sleep. I used to wake up at 6am, and go to sleep around 10pm, sometimes a little earlier. No more, since my depression has got it claws into me. I sleep when I'm tired. Now, I'm going to bed. Night-Night, everybody!
Can I just say, Kali is adorable! I hope you have it figured out who will take care of her.
I happen to speak French, so if you need help communicating with them, don't hesitate to PM me and I'll help you out. Hope it will arrive soon 
IC
I'm hoping my friend, Diane, will get her set up. I haven't asked her, because I don't want to alert anybody to my plans. I already had the cops out here doing a welfare check. That was the doing of my daughter, I suspect. She has it in for me and probably hoped the cops would search my house and find weed. They didn't come in my house and I don't have any weed. I haven't told anybody of my plan, and I don't plan to.
the delivery time estimate is usually from my own experience and what I've seen here about a week longer than reality. You should have it by the weekend I'd guess
I hope so. I keep obsessing about it. I'm going to distract myself with some yard work. I need to trim some trees and mow my back yard. My landlord is going to have enough to deal with, next week, after I'm gone. I can at least have the yard looking nice. My next-door neighbor mows my front yard, when he mows his. He's one of those go-getter Tesla bros, but super friendly. He knocked on my door one evening, shortly after Mark died. I stormed up to the front door, yelling, "Who the fuck is that?!" He was on the porch and said,"It's just me, Rush. I wanted to tell you you left the lights on, in your car. I didn't want your battery to die." I felt so bad and profusely apologized. He said, "Don't worry about it! And you said the right thing. You're alone now and have a right to be suspicious of a knock on your door at night."
Ramble all you like, it's why we are all here. It sounds like you have good people around you despite what your plans are. It's better than most have it I guess. When I was with my family we seemed to benefit from our landlady with the rent on our house, she did put it up but it's a lot less than the houses up for rent in the same area by £200 or so. She knows were good tenants and also, no one wants a knock at the door at any hour
Scared the Bejesus out of me, when the cops knocked on my door. I'm so thankful that they were women and didn't demand to come into my house. My house is a mess. Depression fucks with you, and self-care is out the window.Ramble all you like, it's why we are all here. It sounds like you have good people around you despite what your plans are. It's better than most have it I guess. When I was with my family we seemed to benefit from our landlady with the rent on our house, she did put it up but it's a lot less than the houses up for rent in the same area by £200 or so. She knows were good tenants and also, no one wants a knock at the door at any hour
Well I'm no longer in that house any more. My lifes done now. Too difficult to rebuild, I have a good poker face but the depression I've had since being 11-12 is here to last. So I dont worry about the rent haha
You are exactly right. I'd like to stay in contact with you. You seem like you've got it sorted. I wish a safe passage for you. The last few day get weird, don't they?
I will. Thank you! She is the most huggy kitty I've ever had. My dear departed Kristen would come into our bed and "Flop on Pop." He was her human, and I didn't mind it. Kristen popped my hot water bottle, one day, when my panky was attacking me. She'd been on my tummy, protecting me while I was sick. I guess she felt the water bottle, and got pissed off at it! She just curled right up against me. I had to yell for Mark to come and help me get free from the wet sheets. We had a good laugh about it, later.i'm not looking forward to the mixed emotions the days before I ctb. ordered sn from the same source a few days ago and i'm so excited for it to arrive. I hope the feelings of readiness I have now last for when it arrives.
give kali a hug from me
