Can you try just a little SN to see how it feels?

[miserableforever]

Is it possible to ingest only a small amount to see if you're ok with the way it makes you feel, before committing to this method?
I'm terrified of all meds in general, anxiety related, but I also consider ctb as my only way out.

 

[demuic]

You really shouldn't.

 

[motel rooms]

Is it possible to ingest only a small amount to see if you're ok with the way it makes you feel, before committing to this method?
I'm terrified of all meds in general, anxiety related, but I also consider ctb as my only way out.

I don't think ingesting a small amount feels too similar to ingesting the amount necessary to ctb

 

[Wrennie]

Is it possible to ingest only a small amount to see if you're ok with the way it makes you feel, before committing to this method?
I'm terrified of all meds in general, anxiety related, but I also consider ctb as my only way out.

Another user tried that and we believe they ultimately ended up dying. I forget their username but they had an anime icon. They posted a thread panicking that their heart rate had sped up and other symptoms unique to SN poisoning. Then they stopped posting altogether.

It takes only a small amount to kill you. 25 grams is overkill but it's supposed to be in order to ensure that you die quickly rather than it being drawn-out.

I have however sprinkled little bits of SN onto my fingertip and licked it off in order to familiarize myself with the taste. The day I did that though I fell asleep and was knocked out for a good 8 hours or so. The amount was so miniscule though that I don't know if there was any correlation.

 

[adam]

I have however sprinkled little bits of SN onto my fingertip and licked it off in order to familiarize myself with the taste. The day I did that though I fell asleep and was knocked out for a good 8 hours or so. The amount was so miniscule though that I don't know if there was any correlation.

"a little bits" - is how much? is it more than, say, 10 grains? I tried literally two grains and did not feel any effects

 

[WFJ74]

Definitely not. If you google there are articles of people dying from mistaking it for table salt and a teacher poisoning her whole class by sprinkling it on their food (some died).

 

[WornOutLife]

I wouldn't.
However, I've read the comments of some users saying that it basically tastes like water mixed with a lot of salt.

 

[miserableforever]

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Another user tried that and we believe they ultimately ended up dying. I forget their username but they had an anime icon. They posted a thread panicking that their heart rate had sped up and other symptoms unique to SN poisoning. Then they stopped posting altogether.

It takes only a small amount to kill you. 25 grams is overkill but it's supposed to be in order to ensure that you die quickly rather than it being drawn-out.

I have however sprinkled little bits of SN onto my fingertip and licked it off in order to familiarize myself with the taste. The day I did that though I fell asleep and was knocked out for a good 8 hours or so. The amount was so miniscule though that I don't know if there was any correlation.

That's what I wanted to do. Just a tiny bit to see how my anxiety will handle it. In the end, if I die, so be it.
I haven't received mine yet. But that's the plan. A grain or two and then working my way up until I don't feel tense anymore.

"a little bits" - is how much? is it more than, say, 10 grains? I tried literally two grains and did not feel any effects

 

[Anonymous_A]

I've tried a little bit.
Using the opposite end of a spoon small spoon i have, I put like 3 'scoops*' into a splash of water and sipped it. I did this in the bathroom, using the bathroom tap.
I became light headed/wobbly and mis-stepped slightly nearly falling over but I got into bed.
All I was thinking was wtf have I done. My heart rate was sky high, I was scared shitless.
I want to say it felt like I couldn't breath, but it wasnt it was just similar to the feeling when you have a panic attack. I laid in bed tossing and turning from anxiety.
I just had a really dull headache that continued the next day

*by scoop I mean, like the tip of a small spoon so I bet it wasn't much if anything but still

I've also dabbed abit on my tongue before this. After seeing threads/posts about others finding that it tastes/smells like bleach

 

[miserableforever]

I've tried a little bit.
Using the opposite end of a spoon small spoon i have, I put like 3 'scoops*' into a splash of water and sipped it. I did this in the bathroom, using the bathroom tap.
I became light headed/wobbly and mis-stepped slightly nearly falling over but I got into bed.
All I was thinking was wtf have I done. My heart rate was sky high, I was scared shitless.
I want to say it felt like I couldn't breath, but it wasnt it was just similar to the feeling when you have a panic attack. I laid in bed tossing and turning from anxiety.
I just had a really dull headache that continued the next day

*by scoop I mean, like the tip of a small spoon so I bet it wasn't much if anything but still

I've also dabbed abit on my tongue before this. After seeing threads/posts about others finding that it tastes/smells like bleach

I wish there was something like SN that doesn't give you a racing heart. Been dealing with heart troubles my whole life and they're always scary. Maybe SN isn't my method.. Or just do the 25 grams and not think about it. Undecided. Thanks for the input.

 

[Scribble Fan]

Wow, SN is a lot deadlier than I thought. I need to get myself some!

 

[Anonymous_A]

I wish there was something like SN that doesn't give you a racing heart. Been dealing with heart troubles my whole life and they're always scary. Maybe SN isn't my method.. Or just do the 25 grams and not think about it. Undecided. Thanks for the input.

That's the only thing imo. That time period from drinking it to dying it is what puts people off. You'd just have to hold off calling for help for as long as you can…before you know it you'll be out.
It'd best to take propanolol if you can get ahold of it, then again..I can take a load of that for uni lectures and still be anxious af

Don't take my word for it. I'm just some lad on the internet lol.

 

[Swampy]

I've taken .3 grams and had no symptoms whatsoever. I was expecting something to happen since just 1 or 2 grams can be fatal.

 

[MajereTwins]

I tried about half a gram (maybe less - I didn't have a scale so I went by volume). Enough that I thought I would see some effect, but little enough that I was fairly confident I would not CTB.

I didn't feel any symptoms, but I did have one of those pulse/ox things you clip on your finger. It showed my heartrate up to about 190 bpm and my oxygen down to 85% (they aren't accurate below that when using SN). My lips seemed a little bluish, but I was specifically looking for it, so it may not have been noticeable otherwise.

After a couple of hours, the effects wore off (at least according to the device). It may be different when using a higher dosage, but it made me feel more confident that the symptoms would not be overwhelming when the time comes.

 

[itsbigbraintime]

If you've got any questions whatsoever about SN, just send me a message. Been there, done that. Will probably do it again.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-dizzy-and-my-heartbeat-is-speeding-up.66030/

 

[the_final_countdown]

I did. Like a very small amount. 1 gram probably. Nothing happened.

Felt like I was dying an hour later.

That's the only thing imo. That time period from drinking it to dying it is what puts people off. You'd just have to hold off calling for help for as long as you can…before you know it you'll be out.
It'd best to take propanolol if you can get ahold of it, then again..I can take a load of that for uni lectures and still be anxious af

Don't take my word for it. I'm just some lad on the internet lol.

The sheer panic is really hard to avoid. I'd rather die faster, not wandering around panicking.

 

[adam]

1 gram probably.

1 gram is a lot, considering that the lethal dose starts at 2 grams. 1 gram could well kill you.

 

[Wrennie]

"a little bits" - is how much? is it more than, say, 10 grains? I tried literally two grains and did not feel any effects

Like just running my fingertip through it and then licking it. Probably enough just to fill the inside of your fingernail.

I didn't experience any adverse effects from it, but I would personally advise against doing so, as everyone metabolizes this shit differently.

 

[Latios]

Another user tried that and we believe they ultimately ended up dying. I forget their username but they had an anime icon. They posted a thread panicking that their heart rate had sped up and other symptoms unique to SN poisoning. Then they stopped posting altogether.

It takes only a small amount to kill you. 25 grams is overkill but it's supposed to be in order to ensure that you die quickly rather than it being drawn-out.

I have however sprinkled little bits of SN onto my fingertip and licked it off in order to familiarize myself with the taste. The day I did that though I fell asleep and was knocked out for a good 8 hours or so. The amount was so miniscule though that I don't know if there was any correlation.

For reference, I believe that user was @crybaby

Their posts are here:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/590298/

RIP...

 

[Wrennie]

For reference, I believe that user was @crybaby

Yes, you are correct.

 

[Wakawaka]

technically yes but i doubt most people have the expertise to execute that without dieing

 

[lofticries]

shit, sn is nothing to play with. I think different results for different ppl. still i wouldn't chance it if you're not ready to ctb.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-dizzy-and-my-heartbeat-is-speeding-up.66030/

The thread is sad but i'm glad she at least went out in a painless way(her words). sn really is a double edged sword. some go out like a light while others suffer a bit.