Can you ctb with antidepressants?

[HyperEclipse]

I think it's time to ctb. I've tried treatment off and on throughout my short life, but it never worked. And if it did, I would relapse with full force shortly after. I don't want to keep playing this game. I stopped taking meds a couple years ago because they never worked and I hate how they make me feel. But maybe there's a way I can finally get those antidepressants to do their job… if I went to my psychiatrist and asked for an SSRI can I ctb if I take the whole bottle at once? From what I remember they usually come with 90 pills. I could ask for at least 175mg, that's what I used to take. That would be 15,750mg.

 

[MrDarkness]

I tried to od on Prozac, I was later told that I would've either slept it off, or thrown it up, oding on pills isn't common anymore, you will just have liver damage, it sucks ik

 

[HyperEclipse]

I tried to od on Prozac, I was later told that I would've either slept it off, or thrown it up, oding on pills isn't common anymore, you will just have liver damage, it sucks ik

So serotonin syndrome isn't a thing?

 

[MrDarkness]

So serotonin syndrome isn't a thing?

It is, but I doubt it's peaceful, plus it's not a 100% way to die, I can have serotonin syndrome if I take acid, it might kill me or do permanent damage

 

[saddestbunny]

serotonin syndrome is not usually lethal and is very painful

most ssris do not actually affect your body in any such meaningful way as to kill you. they bind to different receptors

most likely outcome is internal organ damage / throwing it up and a failed attempt

hope you find peace

 

[FormerlyFe(IV)]

Not SSRIs. Serotonin Syndrome would NOT be a fun way to go, as @saddestbunny said.

Maybe TCAs or MAOIs. TCAs are older and have a narrower therapeutic range. MAOIs are also huge bitches that interact with a lot of drugs, but it's likely to lead to serotonin syndrome again.

From https://www.rch.org.au/clinicalguide/guideline_index/Tricyclic_Antidepressant_(TCA)_Poisoning/ :

Tricyclic antidepressants (TCA) are one of the common causes of a fatal drug overdose. They have a narrow therapeutic window so can be fatal at relatively lower doses and single tablet fatalities have been reported. Its most serious effects are cardiovascular and CNS instability. Patients have the potential to deteriorate quickly. Most poisoning presentations are from an acute ingestion; however chronic poisoning can also present acutely.

 

[Cute_&_Loving]

You can but you need to add some other meds and preferably use some alcohol. Only a very huge amount of antidepressants can lead to lethal results. That's my understanding. I tried, didn't work. But I didn't have enough pills and forgot about alcohol whatsoever. It was very impulsive)))

 

[Teleftaía Anapnoí]

So serotonin syndrome isn't a thing?

I heard about a girl who committed suicide by taking 20g of Venlafaxine. I already thought about going that route and I would try to get 30g. But I don't think it's a good way to die.
A serotonergic crisis can be terrible

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

AFAIK amitryptaline is one of the few you can die on but you need an awful lot, like 10g. I don't know how peaceful it is

 

[sayire]

no, just do not

 

[HopefulSleep]

Not a good idea at all will be painful.
If you want to overdose on drugs then use strong downers, anything else will be painful.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

This is researched and proven and also described in the PPeH. Anything else is trial and error. And remember only tri-cyclic antiderpessants have ODs the terta-cyclic don't have!

 

[HyperEclipse]

Not a good idea at all will be painful.
If you want to overdose on drugs then use strong downers, anything else will be painful.

What kind of drugs is called a downer? I'm not too familiar with drugs.

 

[HopefulSleep]

What kind of drug is called a downer?

Drugs that bring you down, another word for sedatives or depressants.
Examples: Benzos, Opioids, Barbiturates, Alcohole, ghb/gbl/bdo, lyrica

But I looked on psychonautwiki some antidepressants classify as downers but don't overdose on them, you can only peacefully overdose on drugs that work on the opioid receptors or gaba receptors.

 

[HyperEclipse]

Drugs that bring you down, another word for sedatives or depressants.
Examples: Benzos, Opioids, Barbiturates, Alcohole, ghb/gbl/bdo, lyrica

But I looked on psychonautwiki some antidepressants classify as downers but don't overdose on them, you can only peacefully overdose on drugs that work on the opioid receptors or gaba receptors.

So could I go to my psychiatrist and ask for an anxiety med like Xanax? What about hydroxyzine? It's not a benzo but works like a sedative and is probably easier to acquire. (Was almost sent home from the mental hospital with them, but for some reason the prescription wasn't filled… I wonder if they knew I would try something with them.)

 

[HopefulSleep]

So could I go to my psychiatrist and ask for an anxiety med like Xanax?

They won't give you strong enough benzos to ctb with it alone.

What about hydroxyzine?

This is an Antihistamine from wikipedia (no better source for info on that drug), seems even less reliable but I don't know about that drug.

You can get lethal drugs only on darknet.

 

[HyperEclipse]

They won't give you strong enough benzos to ctb with it alone.

This is an Antihistamine from wikipedia (no better source for info on that drug), seems even less reliable but I don't know about that drug.

You can get lethal drugs only on darknet.

What if I hoarded the Xanax for a while? If I asked for it I wouldn't be intending to take it as intended so I could just stockpile bottles in theory. Then liquify them because that would be far too many pills to swallow whole.

Hydroxyzine is an anxiety medicine. It is an antihistamine but it is very sedating. Trust me, I took it for a little while and it sucked as a reliable medicine. Makes you feel sedated like a zoo animal without treating the anxiety. They like to hand them out like candy these days and I'm not sure why. Not sure if it would be strong enough though to ctb.

Also, not sure how to get on the darknet. I've heard it can open you up to spyware and malware and the like too. Sounds like it might not be an obtainable option.

 

[shantyizlit]

From my experience using darkweb markets is piss easy, that's where I'm getting the heroin to ctb.
Also xanax alone is nearly impossible to OD on.. it's a big maybe on if you can combine it with a lot of alcohol to ctb.
I've read a bit about the possibility of using a plastic bag and a rubber band, then take the intoxicating medicine that is sure to make you unconscious, take the plastic bag over your head put the rubber band around your neck securing the plastic bag then holding it open for fresh air to come in until you pass out from the drug. Then maybe you will let go of the rubber band while unconscious and you will suffocate inside the bag.
I'm not doing that though I want to be sure my method is peaceful and am therefore going with rectally administering a big dose of Heroin.

 

[HopefulSleep]

What if I hoarded the Xanax for a while? If I asked for it I wouldn't be intending to take it as intended so I could just stockpile bottles in theory. Then liquify them because that would be far too many pills to swallow whole.

Xanax is way too weak to kill you alone even with alcohole it isn't reliable believe me.

Hydroxyzine is an anxiety medicine. It is an antihistamine but it is very sedating. Trust me, I took it for a little while and it sucked as a reliable medicine. Makes you feel sedated like a zoo animal without treating the anxiety. They like to hand them out like candy these days and I'm not sure why. Not sure if it would be strong enough though to ctb.

I don't know about this drug but probably too weak to ctb reliable if you can get it from a docter.

Also, not sure how to get on the darknet.

Pm me if you are interested, you need tor browser and the link to a market.

I've heard it can open you up to spyware and malware and the like too.

Same as with clearnet, if you go on trusted site you won't get malware.

that's where I'm getting the heroin to ctb.

What dose?

I've read a bit about the possibility of using a plastic bag and a rubber band, then take the intoxicating medicine that is sure to make you unconscious, take the plastic bag over your head put the rubber band around your neck securing the plastic bag then holding it open for fresh air to come in until you pass out from the drug. Then maybe you will let go of the rubber band while unconscious and you will suffocate inside the bag.

I thought about this.

 

[FormerlyFe(IV)]

Also, not sure how to get on the darknet. I've heard it can open you up to spyware and malware and the like too. Sounds like it might not be an obtainable option.

You need the Tor browser.

As for malware and spyware, the browser is made for both security and anonymity. Modern browsers are heavily sandboxed so just browsing a site is very unlikely to do anything to your computer. Furthermore, Tor disables Javascript scripts by default, meaning that even IF there was some obscure exploit, there would be no code running on your system. Only the webpage elements would load.

As long as you don't download any files and try to open them, you should be perfectly safe. If you do download any files, make sure to enable file extensions in Windows (it's easy to do, Google this) to make sure you don't run any programs disguised as PDFs or images. Enabling file extensions is a good practice in general and is something I always recommend.