hettyratty
Member
- May 29, 2024
- 5
I am planning to CTB, but method has been difficult for me. My SI kicks in far too quickly for a partial suspension, and I don't have access to any pharmas that would allow me to CTB without pain and/or significant chance of failure.
My current options are full suspension, likely from a tree, or jumping from height. My issue with full sus is that I'm not sure I'd physically be able to scale a tree to the height I needed for a hopeful break, or at least high enough that getting free is unlikely, SI or no.
After Googling, the highest drop to me (~2-3 hours away) is Beachy Head, UK. It's about 175m high. Is this a decent drop, or would it be more likely to end in further disability? My choice on CTB is already made, my only limit is that I don't want to live through it, particularly if it might mean I'd be physically incapable of CTB again, and would be at someone else's whims.
My current options are full suspension, likely from a tree, or jumping from height. My issue with full sus is that I'm not sure I'd physically be able to scale a tree to the height I needed for a hopeful break, or at least high enough that getting free is unlikely, SI or no.
After Googling, the highest drop to me (~2-3 hours away) is Beachy Head, UK. It's about 175m high. Is this a decent drop, or would it be more likely to end in further disability? My choice on CTB is already made, my only limit is that I don't want to live through it, particularly if it might mean I'd be physically incapable of CTB again, and would be at someone else's whims.