Thank you for your kind words and feedback.
Yes, my post military years may have went much better if those who worked for the VA hospitals had a similar mindset as yourself. Unfortunately none of them do. They're in it to line their pockets with federal funding and have zero care in the world when it pertains to combat veterans. Ha! I made it this far without their help. But I'm too tired now. I'm no longer in the fight.
Regardless. I wish you the very best in whichever path you choose at your age.
Love and respect
I've come to learn that my DID "demons" have been the most powerful over the years. They've dragged me to darker places than my ptsd and depression ever could. If you have any fight left in you than seek the best help, specifically, psychiatric professionals that specialize is dissociative identity disorder. There's a lot of fakes out there who add DID to their portfolio so you'll have to sift through them, unfortunately. But if you have no fight left in you than let them do what they do. Your SI will remain extremely low. It won't be a matter of if; just when and where.
Whichever road you choose I wish you the absolute best and most peaceful journey
@Littlewittlelight your second response reminded me of this and gave me a laugh so I had to share
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