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Happydude

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Aug 6, 2026
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Suicide kits are such a scam gang. I really contacted someone off grey market and I don't give a shit if Im about to end my life, Im NOT getting sold some overpriced slop. Maybe this is why I don't have any reliable methods cuz I refuse to overpay for some bs. Ts is a SCAM gang and just off of principal(even tho it won't matter since I would be dead) im not buying this shit bro. Gone are the days were you could just walk into the woods with a handgun look and the sunset and blow your shit. Nah, now I gotta pay 30 bucks for some dumbass in Denmark to send me some sodium nitrite cuz AMAzon flags any purchases of sodium nitrite that's above 6.25% purity. Basically I don't care, I am not getting scammed out of 30 bucks for a suicide kit. These grey market sellers can screw themselves lol. At this point the overpricing might be on purpose to get people to rethink their decisions cuz man getting scammed pisses me off more than the weight of my life lol. Who else agrees with me
 
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endlesschatter

CTB asap
Aug 30, 2026
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It's very difficult to die
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I bought a rope off amazon for $15. Everyone is obsessed with SN so there is a market for it. If course it is going to get expensive and scammy if people are not willing to try anything else.

Gone are the days were you could just walk into the woods with a handgun look and the sunset and blow your shit.
Why can you not do this?
 
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Sep 4, 2026
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Their is a huge legal risk their taking thats why they overcharge so much. Some guy in Canada got a murder charge for sending out these kits its serious shit.
 
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I'm confused as to why you'd be ordering scams off the grey market when you have access to all the info on this site. Why are the days when you could walk into the woods & end your shit with a handgun gone? Do you think a handgun costs less than $30? It seems that this elephant you're seeing is a hallucination, as your post makes little sense.
 
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May 15, 2026
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So you're saying the prices are a scan rather than the products?
 
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pepperfarmer

Born again revolutionary
Aug 31, 2026
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I think chemical suppliers should work better than grey market. SN isn't a regulated substance and is commonly used for meat curing and conserving, so in theory you don't need a special permit to own it.

I'm confused as to why you'd be ordering scams off the grey market when you have access to all the info on this site. Why are the days when you could walk into the woods & end your shit with a handgun gone? Do you think a handgun costs less than $30? It seems that this elephant you're seeing is a hallucination, as your post makes little sense.
To be fair, it's not like this site can point you directly to providers. The SN megathread specifically states that sodium nitrite costs 8-10 USD for 100g, I think it's fair to say going off of that, selling it for 30 is overkill unless you're including pricier stuff in such a kit. Profiteering off of suicidal people is... questionable, to say the least, and I wouldn't blame someone trying to CTB for not wanting to be played one last time
 
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Nov 12, 2025
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I think chemical suppliers should work better than grey market. SN isn't a regulated substance and is commonly used for meat curing and conserving, so in theory you don't need a special permit to own it.


To be fair, it's not like this site can point you directly to providers. The SN megathread specifically states that sodium nitrite costs 8-10 USD for 100g, I think it's fair to say going off of that, selling it for 30 is overkill unless you're including pricier stuff in such a kit. Profiteering off of suicidal people is... questionable, to say the least, and I wouldn't blame someone trying to CTB for not wanting to be played one last time

$30? I doubt you'll find it anywhere for less than $120. Anyone still selling it is taking a huge risk. Spending $30 on a reliable method is somehow "getting played"? I can't with this.
 
pepperfarmer

pepperfarmer

Born again revolutionary
Aug 31, 2026
111
$30? I doubt you'll find it anywhere for less than $120. Anyone still selling it is taking a huge risk. Spending $30 on a reliable method is somehow "getting played"? I can't with this.
I've got 500g of SN available to me for like 12 euros, and the megathread said 8-10 USD for 100g. If that's no longer the case then someone should update it, I wouldn't know I'm not from NA.
 
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UserFromNowhere

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May 4, 2025
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Their is a huge legal risk their taking thats why they overcharge so much. Some guy in Canada got a murder charge for sending out these kits its serious shit.
Kenneth Law (guy in Canada) got murder charges not because he was selling these kits (although, he would likely have been indicted on more recently passed laws which do prevent the knowingly selling such substances to individuals) but because he was actively advertising his services to people and advising them on how to take their lives using his products. Had he not engaged in such conduct, then even if he were selling sodium nitrite, nembutal, or nitrogen gas kits to individuals with knowledge they'd use it to take their own lives, it would've been hard to indict him on murder charges.
 
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Happydude

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Aug 6, 2026
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Ay bruh my dad locks his gun in a box so I can't reach it. Plus I lwk don't wanna die in a loser way ykwim? Like if I didn't live in such a rural place with like zero tall buildings I would have jumped off a building and died like a chad bro. smh. and im still not buying SN for 30 bucks those suppliers can go to hell.
 
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desiderium

divinely inhuman.
Nov 23, 2021
65
Ay bruh my dad locks his gun in a box so I can't reach it. Plus I lwk don't wanna die in a loser way ykwim? Like if I didn't live in such a rural place with like zero tall buildings I would have jumped off a building and died like a chad bro. smh. and im still not buying SN for 30 bucks those suppliers can go to hell.

You're actively making 0 sense. Dying by gunshot is a 'loser' way to go, but jumping makes you a 'chad?' Where does SN fall on your self-proclaimed scale of loser to chad?? If spending $30 is such a terrible price to pay for death, then maybe you're not ready to seek it. I know plenty of people who would lose their shit to get ahold of $30 SN.

Either way, the 'days of wandering into the woods with a handgun' most certainly aren't over. People do that regularly. Nobody is forcing you to lock-in SN as your designated method. If the price is causing you so much grief, there are other methods you can potentially consider.
 
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