Can someone please help me?

[ReadyToGo7]

I'm at my wit's end. Every direction is a dead end, and things are getting worse by the day. I think I barely have the energy to put a great deal of effort into my exit. I just need a little direction. I purchased the sodium nitrite awhile ago. I just want to know — is this method going to hurt? Because I just want to pass easily.

 

[Blueth]

I wonder this too.
Unfortunately, there is no clear answer on this issue. The majority say that if you do everything right, there is no unbearable pain. But they just say it. It is impossible to know.
I wish there were videos like live broadcast segments about SN.

 

[ReadyToGo7]

I wonder this too.
Unfortunately, there is no clear answer on this issue. The majority say that if you do everything right, there is no unbearable pain. But they just say it. It is impossible to know.
I wish there were videos like live broadcast segments about SN.

What is the easiest method you've heard of?

 

[katara]

This is my issue with sn. I understand how you are feeling but for me I just don't have the resources to go how I want. I hate having to worry about stuff. I already deal with super bad anxiety, like to the point where I couldn't even finish school. SN seems like one of the worst methods and idk why it's talked about so much on here.

 

[botanist_dude]

What I understand from all the research I have done, you can expect some vomiting and nausea. Besides that, I haven't read yet any other major symptoms that may be painful.

 

[Blueth]

What is the easiest method you've heard of?

This completely depends on your situation. Some people have thoughts of going to different countries and getting N.
However, this is something that the vast majority cannot do.
And I am among that majority.

Apart from that, as far as I can see, SN attracts great attention. For this, it is necessary to have some prescription drugs. At least the majority are that way. For example, I don't have access to them.
I have a list of medications I have, but they are not among the medications in these guidelines.
And I don't know which ones I should use among the ones I have.
As a result, SH, but I have not yet decided whether it is a correct and easy method.

 

[ReadyToGo7]

This is my issue with sn. I understand how you are feeling but for me I just don't have the resources to go how I want. I hate having to worry about stuff. I already deal with super bad anxiety, like to the point where I couldn't even finish school. SN seems like one of the worst methods and idk why it's talked about so much on here.

Please tell me what you've heard that makes it a bad method? I just want to fall into a permanent sleep. I wish I could just go like so many of my pets at the vet.

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

Did you read any of the threads of people who died using that? Their goodbye threads? It wasn't painful. it seems* painful for people who mess it up for one reason or another and will probably never know why, maybe they didn't even do it, how can we really know?. The most recent goodbye I can think of int SN that I saw on here, they did everything right, but got found out and woke up in the hospital, they said in their thread that it wasn't painful. Please look up cocoToxbase goodbye thread and see what they reported. Maybe you will find it useful or educational.

 

[ReadyToGo7]

This completely depends on your situation. Some people have thoughts of going to different countries and getting N.
However, this is something that the vast majority cannot do.
And I am among that majority.

Apart from that, as far as I can see, SN attracts great attention. For this, it is necessary to have some prescription drugs. At least the majority are that way. For example, I don't have access to them.
I have a list of medications I have, but they are not among the medications in these guidelines.
And I don't know which ones I should use among the ones I have.
As a result, SH, but I have not yet decided whether it is a correct and easy method.

Oh, you must be talking about the anti-nausea meds I've read you need. I don't know if what I have will be sufficient or not. I was kind of hoping I wouldn't need it, but I probably do.

Did you read any of the threads of people who died using that? Their goodbye threads? It wasn't painful. it seems* painful for people who mess it up for one reason or another and will probably never know why, maybe they didn't even do it, how can we really know?. The most recent goodbye I can think of int SN that I saw on here, they did everything right, but got found out and woke up in the hospital, they said in their thread that it wasn't painful. Please look up cocoToxbase goodbye thread and see what they reported. Maybe you will find it useful or educational.

Thank you. No, I haven't read any of the goodbye threads. Thank you, I'll check out the one you mentioned. I just feel so tired and wish there were an easy way guaranteed to work pain free. I don't have the courage to use a gun or jump. I wish I did.

What I understand from all the research I have done, you can expect some vomiting and nausea. Besides that, I haven't read yet any other major symptoms that may be painful.

Ugh. I need the anti nausea meds. Is there some way to get them on here?

 

[Blueth]

Oh, you must be talking about the anti-nausea meds I've read you need. I don't know if what I have will be sufficient or not. I was kind of hoping I wouldn't need it, but I probably do.

I have medicine for nausea. Active ingredient: 10 mg metoclopramide HCl

But other than that, I don't have access to benzos. The list of medications found at home is available here.

 

[ReadyToGo7]

This completely depends on your situation. Some people have thoughts of going to different countries and getting N.
However, this is something that the vast majority cannot do.
And I am among that majority.

Apart from that, as far as I can see, SN attracts great attention. For this, it is necessary to have some prescription drugs. At least the majority are that way. For example, I don't have access to them.
I have a list of medications I have, but they are not among the medications in these guidelines.
And I don't know which ones I should use among the ones I have.
As a result, SH, but I have not yet decided whether it is a correct and easy method.

Is nitrogen what they give you in like Switzerland?

I have medicine for nausea. Active ingredient: 10 mg metoclopramide HCl

But other than that, I don't have access to benzos. The list of medications found at home is available here.

Thank you.

 

[LostSoul1965]

This is my issue with sn. I understand how you are feeling but for me I just don't have the resources to go how I want. I hate having to worry about stuff. I already deal with super bad anxiety, like to the point where I couldn't even finish school. SN seems like one of the worst methods and idk why it's talked about so much on here.

Please explain and show links to proof that SN is a terrible way to go. It may not be for everyone but has been quite successful for many on here and other places with little to no discomfort. It's in the PPeH for a reason. If the correct protocol is followed it most likely is as peaceful as any. We'd all like N but that's a unicorn unless you can travel to South America. All methods have their plusses and minuses. What is your preferred way if I may ask?

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I'm at my wit's end. Every direction is a dead end, and things are getting worse by the day. I think I barely have the energy to put a great deal of effort into my exit. I just need a little direction. I purchased the sodium nitrite awhile ago. I just want to know — is this method going to hurt? Because I just want to pass easily.

From what I have seen personally there wasn't a lot of suffering. Headache and heart rate up. But there wasn't extreem pain reported

 

[LostSoul1965]

Oh, you must be talking about the anti-nausea meds I've read you need. I don't know if what I have will be sufficient or not. I was kind of hoping I wouldn't need it, but I probably do.

Thank you. No, I haven't read any of the goodbye threads. Thank you, I'll check out the one you mentioned. I just feel so tired and wish there were an easy way guaranteed to work pain free. I don't have the courage to use a gun or jump. I wish I did.

Ugh. I need the anti nausea meds. Is there some way to get them on here?

Depending where you are at there are reliable sources fron on line pharmacies no script required. Meto is not a high risk drug so fairly easy to get. Shipping time may be a little long tho.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

If the correct protocol is followed it most likely is as peaceful as any.

I wouldn't say any when we're all going to apply our own definitions to what we consider to be peaceful.

 

[LostSoul1965]

I wouldn't say any when we're all going to apply our own definitions to what we consider to be peaceful.

I stand corrected. This is true. We all have our own interpretations of events. What is easy for one may be hard for another.

 

[2806]

There is a thread with compilation of SN attempts, successful and unsuccessful. From those even after using meds suggested unbearable pain was reported in some cases. It has high mortality rate but not really painless or peaceful every time.

 

[Beyond_Repair]

I'm at my wit's end. Every direction is a dead end, and things are getting worse by the day. I think I barely have the energy to put a great deal of effort into my exit. I just need a little direction. I purchased the sodium nitrite awhile ago. I just want to know — is this method going to hurt? Because I just want to pass easily.

I've been reading a lot of threads on SN because I've decided that's going to be my method. From everything I've read, some say it is relatively painless, others have a headache and some chest pain. I think it probably depends on the person and how closely you follow the instructions and whether you take all of the recommended medications. We also don't know how painful it is once the person is no longer able to move or talk, so can't demonstrate in any way whether it's painful for them after that or not.

This is the link to the thread with the compilation of successful/unsuccessful attempts, might be helpful for you

 

[Blueth]

Is nitrogen what they give you in like Switzerland?

No, I don't remember the exact name of the medicine. However, what I called N was the euthanasia drug.

 

[suffering_mo]

No, I don't remember the exact name of the medicine. However, what I called N was the euthanasia drug.

I've seen some reports of more permanent damage if it fails.... ringing in the ears and brain issues. I imagine it could really mess up the stomach too. I struggle to believe some of the reports from people who did it with no lasting issues. This is part of what scares me.

 

[suffering_mo]

No, I don't remember the exact name of the medicine. However, what I called N was the euthanasia drug.

I've seen some reports of more permanent damage if it fails.... ringing in the ears and brain issues. I imagine it could really mess up the stomach too. I struggle to believe some of the reports from people who did it with no lasting issues... perhaps for the very young and healthy.

 

[hopeless08]

Oh, you must be talking about the anti-nausea meds I've read you need. I don't know if what I have will be sufficient or not. I was kind of hoping I wouldn't need it, but I probably do.

Thank you. No, I haven't read any of the goodbye threads. Thank you, I'll check out the one you mentioned. I just feel so tired and wish there were an easy way guaranteed to work pain free. I don't have the courage to use a gun or jump. I wish I did.

Ugh. I need the anti nausea meds. Is there some way to get them on here?

I don't understand why anti nausea meds are so hard to find, I mean can't you just go to a doctor and say you have issues with nausea