tiredofbreathing
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- Jan 3, 2023
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I think it may even be impossiblenot wise to order SN now
What about the U.S. ? What are the results of getting caught trying to buy some?Don't order SN now. IC got busted and others probably too. Us UK folks keep getting Police visits/welfare checks.
I don't know and am not qualified to say. The US experiences may differ. That said, I think Interpol also briefed the UK folks on what SN does and how it is used, they are likely to see the customers as victims rather than culprits.What about the U.S. ? What are the results of getting caught trying to buy some?
Don't order SN now. IC got busted and others probably too. Us UK folks keep getting Police visits/welfare checks.
Yep, IC sites got nuked. Police guys said as much.I tried to log into IC and not working anymore
I find it funny that they care so much about this but not problems that make people suicidal like homelessness etcYep, IC sites got nuked. Police guys said as much.
So I won't be arrested & I should be able to just spend crypto on the deepweb until something comes in the mail? Unless there's a better source for the U.S. but I don't know any sources & I still don't have more than a few dollars.I don't know and am not qualified to say. The US experiences may differ. That said, I think Interpol also briefed the UK folks on what SN does and how it is used, they are likely to see the customers as victims rather than culprits.
They want people working & miserable. That's why the ways out are demonized & the are causations glorified or at the very least undermined.I find it funny that they care so much about this but not problems that make people suicidal like homelessness etc
Here in UK they sat down with me and listened, but I felt like they still needed training on how to deal with people in this situation. At first they still opened the interaction in a way more fitting of someone being caught with drugs or something, but when I sat them down and we talked they scaled back to a more fitting/supportive tone. They were young lads, I think I may have been the first for them.I find it funny that they care so much about this but not problems that make people suicidal like homelessness etc
I asked and actually explained that SN required a regimen. From what the guy said I feel like the description of the process was redacted somewhat, and they were afraid of people acting impulsive upon seeing the police. Like for example chugging the SN raw or cutting themselves in hurry or trying to jump out of the window. There was some logic to that but I think they had only partial understanding of the SN regimen. I think it is not fully understood yet.so if they were briefed wouldnt they be told you need a whole regimen all these other drugs? or are we safe to say it's effective on its own ?
so weird right? like what is their motivation exactly. so hard to figure the system outI find it funny that they care so much about this but not problems that make people suicidal like homelessness etc
That's good. What did you tell them? Unfortunately in the us they do have involuntary hospitalization which has been shown to make people worse. If there wasn't consequences to having your autonomy taken then I think people would be more openHere in UK they sat down with me and listened, but I felt like they still needed training on how to deal with people in this situation. At first they still opened the interaction in a way more fitting of someone being caught with drugs or something, but when I sat them down and we talked they scaled back to a more fitting/supportive tone. They were young lads, I think I may have been the first for them.
Yeah prob. Seems strange tho to check on someone who ordered it years ago? Wonder whyI'm sure at least some of the individual people that come out care. But the system as a whole? I can't help but think it's more of a liability/CYA situation. If angry parents or whoever want to sue their balls off for not checking they have a welfare check they can point to as proof of trying to help.
At first I asked them why they came, when they told me that I have ordered a suicide kit to this address or anything from Canada I acted stunned and confused, because I was - this was too sudden. Once they elaborated that I ordered SN from Canada, I started to ask about what my situation is i.e. whether I'm under investigation, welfare check, if I can be taken away.That's good. What did you tell them? Unfortunately in the us they do have involuntary hospitalization which has been shown to make people worse. If there wasn't consequences to having your autonomy taken then I think people would be more open
Yeah prob. Seems strange tho to check on someone who ordered it years ago? Wonder why
How did they say the process worked on there end?At first I asked them why they came, when they told me that I have ordered a suicide kit to this address or anything from Canada I acted stunned and confused, because I was - this was too sudden. Once they elaborated that I ordered SN from Canada, I started to ask about what my situation is i.e. whether I'm under investigation, welfare check, if I can be taken away.
After we sat down I explained to them my situation, that I was struggling with anxiety and depression, had work troubles, pressures of being 1st gen immigrant/sole breadwinner for household, was personally affected by Ukraine war and my ADHD symptoms span out of control. I said I felt better after going to see family and talking lots with my partner. Job change went better than expected too and my ADHD symptoms became more manageable. They sat down with me and listened, asked if I know where to ask help, gave contact details, took mine and said I can call 999 in case of mental health emergency as they have a mental health nurse on standby. They said it was great that the weather was good today, and were happy to see I spent the day tending to my plants, asked me about my succulents and ginseng, then left.
I also talked a bit about the overall process, for example their approach and how much they know about SN/regimen. Like I wrote before, I was in part very curious about how the process works on their end so ended up asking many questions about that. Industry overlap.
Could you Dm me where you got potassium cyanide? I'd like some myself, if not, could you give me some sources?If someone can DM me a SN source that would be nice. I know this isn't the best time right now given the raids. I ordered potassium cyanide from one of my lab suppliers that I've worked with in the past except they just cancelled my order for some reason.