glitterypearls

glitterypearls

sing me to sleep
Mar 23, 2023
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not wise to order SN now
 
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Gone.

Gone.

I'm sorry you're here.
Apr 27, 2023
108
If someone can DM me a SN source that would be nice. I know this isn't the best time right now given the raids. I ordered potassium cyanide from one of my lab suppliers that I've worked with in the past except they just cancelled my order for some reason.
 
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PurpleParadigm

PurpleParadigm

The glow is an illusion
Mar 22, 2023
201
Don't order SN now. IC got busted and others probably too. Us UK folks keep getting Police visits/welfare checks.
 
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Ayloy

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Apr 13, 2023
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Don't order SN now. IC got busted and others probably too. Us UK folks keep getting Police visits/welfare checks.
What about the U.S. ? What are the results of getting caught trying to buy some?
 
PurpleParadigm

PurpleParadigm

The glow is an illusion
Mar 22, 2023
201
What about the U.S. ? What are the results of getting caught trying to buy some?
I don't know and am not qualified to say. The US experiences may differ. That said, I think Interpol also briefed the UK folks on what SN does and how it is used, they are likely to see the customers as victims rather than culprits.
 
tiredofbreathing

tiredofbreathing

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Jan 3, 2023
82
Yep, IC sites got nuked. Police guys said as much.
I find it funny that they care so much about this but not problems that make people suicidal like homelessness etc
 
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Ayloy

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Apr 13, 2023
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I don't know and am not qualified to say. The US experiences may differ. That said, I think Interpol also briefed the UK folks on what SN does and how it is used, they are likely to see the customers as victims rather than culprits.
So I won't be arrested & I should be able to just spend crypto on the deepweb until something comes in the mail? Unless there's a better source for the U.S. but I don't know any sources & I still don't have more than a few dollars.
I find it funny that they care so much about this but not problems that make people suicidal like homelessness etc
They want people working & miserable. That's why the ways out are demonized & the are causations glorified or at the very least undermined.
 
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PurpleParadigm

PurpleParadigm

The glow is an illusion
Mar 22, 2023
201
I find it funny that they care so much about this but not problems that make people suicidal like homelessness etc
Here in UK they sat down with me and listened, but I felt like they still needed training on how to deal with people in this situation. At first they still opened the interaction in a way more fitting of someone being caught with drugs or something, but when I sat them down and we talked they scaled back to a more fitting/supportive tone. They were young lads, I think I may have been the first for them.

so if they were briefed wouldnt they be told you need a whole regimen all these other drugs? or are we safe to say it's effective on its own ?
I asked and actually explained that SN required a regimen. From what the guy said I feel like the description of the process was redacted somewhat, and they were afraid of people acting impulsive upon seeing the police. Like for example chugging the SN raw or cutting themselves in hurry or trying to jump out of the window. There was some logic to that but I think they had only partial understanding of the SN regimen. I think it is not fully understood yet.
 
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exploitedbacteria

exploitedbacteria

DESTROY THE VESSEL
Apr 5, 2023
133
I find it funny that they care so much about this but not problems that make people suicidal like homelessness etc
so weird right? like what is their motivation exactly. so hard to figure the system out
 
msocks

msocks

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Apr 26, 2023
46
I'm sure at least some of the individual people that come out care. But the system as a whole? I can't help but think it's more of a liability/CYA situation. If angry parents or whoever want to sue their balls off for not checking they have a welfare check they can point to as proof of trying to help.
 
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tiredofbreathing

tiredofbreathing

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Jan 3, 2023
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Here in UK they sat down with me and listened, but I felt like they still needed training on how to deal with people in this situation. At first they still opened the interaction in a way more fitting of someone being caught with drugs or something, but when I sat them down and we talked they scaled back to a more fitting/supportive tone. They were young lads, I think I may have been the first for them.
That's good. What did you tell them? Unfortunately in the us they do have involuntary hospitalization which has been shown to make people worse. If there wasn't consequences to having your autonomy taken then I think people would be more open
I'm sure at least some of the individual people that come out care. But the system as a whole? I can't help but think it's more of a liability/CYA situation. If angry parents or whoever want to sue their balls off for not checking they have a welfare check they can point to as proof of trying to help.
Yeah prob. Seems strange tho to check on someone who ordered it years ago? Wonder why
 
PurpleParadigm

PurpleParadigm

The glow is an illusion
Mar 22, 2023
201
That's good. What did you tell them? Unfortunately in the us they do have involuntary hospitalization which has been shown to make people worse. If there wasn't consequences to having your autonomy taken then I think people would be more open

Yeah prob. Seems strange tho to check on someone who ordered it years ago? Wonder why
At first I asked them why they came, when they told me that I have ordered a suicide kit to this address or anything from Canada I acted stunned and confused, because I was - this was too sudden. Once they elaborated that I ordered SN from Canada, I started to ask about what my situation is i.e. whether I'm under investigation, welfare check, if I can be taken away.

After we sat down I explained to them my situation, that I was struggling with anxiety and depression, had work troubles, pressures of being 1st gen immigrant/sole breadwinner for household, was personally affected by Ukraine war and my ADHD symptoms span out of control. I said I felt better after going to see family and talking lots with my partner. Job change went better than expected too and my ADHD symptoms became more manageable. They sat down with me and listened, asked if I know where to ask help, gave contact details, took mine and said I can call 999 in case of mental health emergency as they have a mental health nurse on standby. They said it was great that the weather was good today, and were happy to see I spent the day tending to my plants, asked me about my succulents and ginseng, then left.

I also talked a bit about the overall process, for example their approach and how much they know about SN/regimen. Like I wrote before, I was in part very curious about how the process works on their end so ended up asking many questions about that. Industry overlap.
 
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tiredofbreathing

tiredofbreathing

Member
Jan 3, 2023
82
At first I asked them why they came, when they told me that I have ordered a suicide kit to this address or anything from Canada I acted stunned and confused, because I was - this was too sudden. Once they elaborated that I ordered SN from Canada, I started to ask about what my situation is i.e. whether I'm under investigation, welfare check, if I can be taken away.

After we sat down I explained to them my situation, that I was struggling with anxiety and depression, had work troubles, pressures of being 1st gen immigrant/sole breadwinner for household, was personally affected by Ukraine war and my ADHD symptoms span out of control. I said I felt better after going to see family and talking lots with my partner. Job change went better than expected too and my ADHD symptoms became more manageable. They sat down with me and listened, asked if I know where to ask help, gave contact details, took mine and said I can call 999 in case of mental health emergency as they have a mental health nurse on standby. They said it was great that the weather was good today, and were happy to see I spent the day tending to my plants, asked me about my succulents and ginseng, then left.

I also talked a bit about the overall process, for example their approach and how much they know about SN/regimen. Like I wrote before, I was in part very curious about how the process works on their end so ended up asking many questions about that. Industry overlap.
How did they say the process worked on there end?
 
PurpleParadigm

PurpleParadigm

The glow is an illusion
Mar 22, 2023
201
Interpol gave them a list of people who ordered from IC and could be located. They carry out welfare checks on those names. It was also an urgent call as they suspected some folks might be in the act, that's why all this happened at the same time to everyone I guess. They did get information about the substances and the Nitrogen kit, but it appeared they didn't fully understand the SN regimen as I had to explain that the substance does not kill immediately, it required a period of fasting and a coctail of medicines.
 
dwindlingfirst

dwindlingfirst

Too worthless to live, too scared to die
Apr 24, 2023
85
If someone can DM me a SN source that would be nice. I know this isn't the best time right now given the raids. I ordered potassium cyanide from one of my lab suppliers that I've worked with in the past except they just cancelled my order for some reason.
Could you Dm me where you got potassium cyanide? I'd like some myself, if not, could you give me some sources?
 

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