Can someone check if any of my issues can help me with a method?

[TheDizzenter]

I am curious of two things. And I hope I can find something that may assist me.

First, allergy.
Once, in my 15's, I had an attempt to induce me to coma, had some medication that was a bit heavy. It's Clobazam and Oxcarbazepine
In that time, if I took more pills I could reach my goal, but I was worried if I die. But now I don't.
The pills is a specific method, but I forgot an important one. I have allergy with Dipyrone, and thought if It would be efficient somehow. I know I would feel bad a lot, and probably have issues to breathe, but well, It could work, perhaps?

Also, I have Epilepsy, do you guys think this could help me? Maybe my illness giving me finally an advantage?
Welp, guess this is all. Thanks for readin'

 

[Abyssal]

Let me get the right, you want to OD on a medication you are allergic to? You seem already aware of the pain so I won't trouble you with that, but if it doesn't work then what? I'm not talking moving on with life, I mean what if it gives you brain damage or leaves you unable to walk again or whatever? Is a "maybe" enough a chance to take when the stakes are this high?

Not sure about epilepsy. I'd imagine it's painful but o wouldn't know. Hope someone else can enlighten us.

 

[TheDizzenter]

Let me get the right, you want to OD on a medication you are allergic to? You seem already aware of the pain so I won't trouble you with that, but if it doesn't work then what? I'm not talking moving on with life, I mean what if it gives you brain damage or leaves you unable to walk again or whatever? Is a "maybe" enough a chance to take when the stakes are this high?

Not sure about epilepsy. I'd imagine it's painful but o wouldn't know. Hope someone else can enlighten us.

Well, I do want to OD in this medication along the others. For what I know, if I am lucky enough, I will fall asleep quite fast. The other two medications really make me sleepy in a low dose, so a high of these could help me at least try relax in a moment with the Dipyrone hitting me with allergies. Also I am really aware of how It's to not feeling breathing, I already felt It with the aftermath of seizures. I can handle It.

And well, if I have these damages, guess It's really bad luck, since I don't like to take misteps when I want try something, sadly, It's just coping.

Also I hope someone may enlighten us with the epilepsy topic. Who knows if there's something to be done with

 

[Tears in Rain]

I am curious of two things. And I hope I can find something that may assist me.

First, allergy.
Once, in my 15's, I had an attempt to induce me to coma, had some medication that was a bit heavy. It's Clobazam and Oxcarbazepine
In that time, if I took more pills I could reach my goal, but I was worried if I die. But now I don't.
The pills is a specific method, but I forgot an important one. I have allergy with Dipyrone, and thought if It would be efficient somehow. I know I would feel bad a lot, and probably have issues to breathe, but well, It could work, perhaps?

I remember posting previously on a thread a few weeks back where someone with a severe allergy to ibuprofen planned to ctb by taking it. But they backed out. They were convinced it would work; I don't know how painful/uncomfortable it would have been.

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