i think my prefered CBT method would be overdose, can i overdose on lamotrix, fluoxetine and fluoksetyna ? if yes how many pills would i need to take? if no, what pills can i overdose on?
This is almost guaranteed to fail and IMO is a horrible idea. What you have to realize is that your body is designed to live and for that purpose, it is designed very well. Prescription psych medications are typically not very deadly and it takes a massive dose, if you are to have a prayer. You will be in horrible, horrible pain. You will likely vomit, which almost guarantees failure, and then the pain you will be in will probably be more than you can bear. You are likely to make noises out of pain and/or to panic and look for help. The most likely outcome here is that you have a horrible experience, possibly get your stomach pumped, and end up in a psych ward against your will. The least likely outcome is that you CTB.
My situation was getting extremely dire around this time last year. I contemplated an OD on a medication called olanzapine. I had no plans, but was just looking for my options if the time came. At the time, i didn't have any money to get something better, like some N. Olanzapine is a very, very powerful psychotropic that I am prescribed. It is far more deadly than your typical antidepressant. I can't remember off hand, but the amount that I would have had to take to have a reasonable chance of CTB was enormous. I want to say it might have been 3 months supply all at once. What I would have to go through is horrible. It was a combination of convulsions, paralysis, pain, and other horrible stuff.
ODing on any kind of psych medications is extremely low on reliability and extremely low on peacefulness. I hate to be a negative Nancy, but this is the reality of the situation. IMO it is a terrible, terrible idea.