Can I beloved if I die?

[Tearygirl]

I feel everyone hates me and nobody is going to love me. I really wonder if people would feel sorry for me when I died. They didn't love me enough when I am still alive. I just wanted a warm hug when I am alive.. and I hope they do it even after I died.

 

[NextBusLeaving]

I would hug you. A hug would be great about now tbh.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Can't give any of you a real one, so hope a virtual one will work a little.

 

[TowerUpright]

Ill also extend a virtual hug. I long for being able to serious hug a stranger that also is thinking of ctb. Someone who understands..

 

[TotallyIsolated]

I wish so very dearly that I could hug you in person.

You wont be able to feel loved once you're dead. I hate to sound so pro-life, but you might consider living at least a little longer to have the chance of a hug.

 

[BlueWidow]

Consider yourself hugged

I wish I could give you a real life hug.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

I'm so so so sorry, I really wish that I could give you a hug rn

 

[Tearygirl]

I wish so very dearly that I could hug you in person.

You wont be able to feel loved once you're dead. I hate to sound so pro-life, but you might consider living at least a little longer to have the chance of a hug.

I can't feel loved even now. I think people might say that they loved me when I died.

 

[TowerUpright]

Ill also extend a virtual hug. I long for being able to serious hug a stranger that also is thinking of ctb. Someone who understands..

Thanks.. Y'all are sweet.. I appreciate the love.

I can't feel loved even now. I think people might say that they loved me when I died.

Even if you can't feel loved, know that lots of people on this site care about you.

 

[Jean4]

I can't feel loved even now. I think people might say that they loved me when I died.

Consider yourself loved. I love you. Why? Because you are on this forum, and we are all brothers and sisters.

Welcome. Get to know us. Talk to people and make new friends. We understand how you feel and we care. :)

 

[Weakling666]

I feel everyone hates me and nobody is going to love me. I really wonder if people would feel sorry for me when I died. They didn't love me enough when I am still alive. I just wanted a warm hug when I am alive.. and I hope they do it even after I died.

As others have said above

Perhaps here is where you find those that love you.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

I wish I could hug you for real
But in all honesty, I don't think it will matter when you are dead, no matter what your beliefs are.
If they didn't appreciate you by now, you deserve better.

 

[mathieu]

I feel like everyone hates me, too but I think it might be my imagination. It might be the depression talking or it may be that I hate myself so I figure everyone must... idk. I don't think it's likely they'll really dance on my grave. I think they'll be sad even if they don't really like me.

 

[StillWaiting]

In a similar situation. Wish I can give a real hug though.

 

[Flume]

I feel everyone hates me and nobody is going to love me. I really wonder if people would feel sorry for me when I died. They didn't love me enough when I am still alive. I just wanted a warm hug when I am alive.. and I hope they do it even after I died.

No one hates you I can garante you that alteast. And if there's no love where you are right now there's plenty here.

 

[isam]

I feel everyone hates me and nobody is going to love me. I really wonder if people would feel sorry for me when I died. They didn't love me enough when I am still alive. I just wanted a warm hug when I am alive.. and I hope they do it even after I died.

They didn't love me enough either during my life, or i mean, not as i needed to. They loved me on their way but.. it just doesn't work.
So when my SN will be here, i'll leave only one word one my desk for everybody :
"Please don't do any ceremony or funerals for me. It's not when I'm dead that you finally have to be here for me."

 

[Tortured_empath]

No one hates you I can garante you that alteast. And if there's no love where you are right now there's plenty here.

Gluey feathers on a flume

 

[jgm63]

I feel everyone hates me and nobody is going to love me. I really wonder if people would feel sorry for me when I died. They didn't love me enough when I am still alive. I just wanted a warm hug when I am alive.. and I hope they do it even after I died.

My belief is that you will go somewhere better when you die.
This lifetime here in your current physical body is only temporary.
Everything is going to be okay.

 

[Tearygirl]

My belief is that you will go somewhere better when you die.
This lifetime here in your current physical body is only temporary.
Everything is going to be okay.

So I want to die ASAP. I don't want to live anymore. I am a waste of space.

 

[jgm63]

So I want to die ASAP. I don't want to live anymore. I am a waste of space.

I don't believe that you are a waste of space.
Are you certain there is nothing you can do to improve your life ?

If you're firmly set on CTB, have you picked a method ?

Note : As always, please note that I strongly encourage you to seek help with whatever is troubling you. With the right help things can improve. There are many sources of help if you look and reach out. Please seek assistance in any and every way possible. You alone must decide upon your actions and take full responsibility for them, and you should always favour seeking help and keeping out of harm's way.

 

[isam]

So I want to die ASAP. I don't want to live anymore. I am a waste of space.

I feel you so much.. We arein the same thoughts. The only thing keeping me here is that i still didn't received my SN

 

[NextBusLeaving]

So I want to die ASAP. I don't want to live anymore. I am a waste of space.

Dont say that. Theres always another way. This coming from a guy with enough SN on hand to pickle an army platoon.

 

[Moonicide]

Sending everyone lots of love and hugs in this thread.
I know all we have is text, but I hope you are able to feel a bit of warmth with my words. I don't know any of you, but I care about all of you finding peace. Whether that is to ctb or give life a second chance. Just know whatever you choose to do, I support you. And we will all be here for each other until the end of our journey finally arrives.

 

[Tearygirl]

People just threat me that they can call the police. I hate myself. I want to leave this world now.

 

[beatenghost]

Love is only an energy in this lifetime. If you CTB love won't exist. This could be good or bad depending on your perspective.

 

[pole]

sorry to hear :(. i think they would love and care for you more when you're gone.

sadly, whenever someone passes is when people start to magically want to care and show love and appreciate a person more than when they were alive.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Digital hugs and love to you. x You are essential.

 

[starleaf]

They didn't love me enough either during my life, or i mean, not as i needed to. They loved me on their way but.. it just doesn't work.
So when my SN will be here, i'll leave only one word one my desk for everybody :
"Please don't do any ceremony or funerals for me. It's not when I'm dead that you finally have to be here for me."

this is really relatable to me. im sorry you feel like this too

 

[Santiago]

Not sure how anybody else hasn't told you this yet, but I guess I will do it.

Don't let this be your only reason to commit suicide. I understand that sometimes suicide can seem like a last shot at getting people to care, but if you succeed you won't be there to witness it.

Of course if there are other things going on that led you to this dark place then by all means ignore what I said.

 

[isam]

Not sure how anybody else hasn't told you this yet, but I guess I will do it.

Don't let this be your only reason to commit suicide. I understand that sometimes suicide can seem like a last shot at getting people to care, but if you succeed you won't be there to witness it.

Of course if there are other things going on that led you to this dark place then by all means ignore what I said.

This is ofc one of the reasons. But all my life is the reason. I am the reason.