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hosesu

hosesu

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Jan 29, 2024
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I'm planning to CTB and I plan to go with partial hanging soon but since I moved out, the only option I have is my room. I can't go out due to the crowded streets. My current room is not sturdy. it has a low ceiling and even a small window can easily break. Door is not an option either. The only option I have is this sturdy heavy wardrobe. I have a 10mm nylon rope here that I bought 3 years ago.

I've attached the photos of the wardrobe and rope.

I failed my attempt years ago and I am stupid with it. but I hope someone can help me set this up. I need to go asap and I want this to be quick and painless as possible. I hope you guys can provide me steps. I don't wanna struggle anymore.
 

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cbtvvxxvvv

cbtvvxxvvv

can you come and murder me :3
Mar 4, 2026
43
rope looks great. wardrobe could absolutely work just make sure it's not flimsy or will fall over loosing it from around your neck. if it can support enough weight you'll be good.

do you have any roommates? do you plan on doing this tonight?
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i would say if you remove all the clothes from under the red circle then tie the end rope between the far back bar and the front bar and then have the suspension underneath, i feel that would be a lot more stable imo
 
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hosesu

hosesu

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Jan 29, 2024
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rope looks great. wardrobe could absolutely work just make sure it's not flimsy or will fall over loosing it from around your neck. if it can support enough weight you'll be good.

do you have any roommates? do you plan on doing this tonight?
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i would say if you remove all the clothes from under the red circle then tie the end rope between the far back bar and the front bar and then have the suspension underneath, i feel that would be a lot more stable imo
thank you for answering

I do have a roommate and I plan on doing it soon.. once everyone's out of the house, I'll test it first.
do you know what are the best knots for hanging? I remember doing different knots but I struggled with finding the sweet spot.
SI always kicks in.
 
cbtvvxxvvv

cbtvvxxvvv

can you come and murder me :3
Mar 4, 2026
43
thank you for answering

I do have a roommate and I plan on doing it soon.. once everyone's out of the house, I'll test it first.
do you know what are the best knots for hanging? I remember doing different knots but I struggled with finding the sweet spot.
SI always kicks in.
just a slipknot. don't do a hangman's knot.

make sure you'll have enough privacy for at least 30 minutes but just to be safe 45-1 hour. you getting saved could lead to you becoming a vegetable.

if you're doing the carotid artery method then it will be very very fast and not painful.

SI will absolutely kick in for this. try anything to relax, if you have some medicine , maybe some alcohol or even just music. but once you're in you're in.

practice can still lead to some bad things happening. later on you could have a stroke or other weird medical issues that come up with that type of injury. just be safe and if you're sure this is what you want then commit to it 100%

best wishes friend mwa <3
 
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hosesu

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Jan 29, 2024
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just a slipknot. don't do a hangman's knot.

make sure you'll have enough privacy for at least 30 minutes but just to be safe 45-1 hour. you getting saved could lead to you becoming a vegetable.

if you're doing the carotid artery method then it will be very very fast and not painful.

SI will absolutely kick in for this. try anything to relax, if you have some medicine , maybe some alcohol or even just music. but once you're in you're in.

best wishes friend mwa <3
thank you It helps a lot
 
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iamgood

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Feb 4, 2025
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if i were you, i wont use the wardrobe because of my fear of failure. high likelihood of that falling or breaking.
 
hosesu

hosesu

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Jan 29, 2024
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if i were you, i wont use the wardrobe because of my fear of failure. high likelihood of that falling or breaking.
really don't have much options now since I'm always surrounded by people and I'm unable to find a spot to do it. I am scared of failing and then suffer from the consequences but this is the only shot I got :(
 
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iamgood

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Feb 4, 2025
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dont u think if you fail halfway your condition will be even worse . yes, i can understand your situation but like i said i am a worry wort so i wont attempt in this situation.