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pagalparinda

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Sep 5, 2026
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I need the list of both Fatal and non Fatal attempt involving SN. If any one can provide both past and current list, it will be much better for me. I need to analyse the timeline and all. PPeH mentions list of 22 cases with detailed info like grams taken, body weight, F/M, TTC and TTD in appendix (Online). I am just not 50+ and thus can not subscribe there. If any one can provide that list would be grateful to him.

Thanks in Advance.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,398
I noticed a pattern that causes the SN attempt to be more prone to fail. Taking just one dose of 30mg of meto 45 min before ingesting SN has higher chance of failure compared to when you take 2-3 10mg meto dosages spaced previously (before the 30mg one) spaced 6 hours between them.
 
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MatiSendiri

The world is still unfair to me
Jun 8, 2025
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I noticed a pattern that causes the SN attempt to be more prone to fail. Taking just one dose of 30mg of meto 45 min before ingesting SN has higher chance of failure compared to when you take 2-3 10mg meto dosages spaced previously (before the 30mg one) spaced 6 hours between them.
Oh interesting data. Got any evidence about it?
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Oh interesting data. Got any evidence about it?
Someone shared a document via google drive, inside it there were many successful and failed attempts described in detail. I read all of them (it took hours) , it was then when I noticed that pattern.
 
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abcdefg789

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May 8, 2026
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I noticed a pattern that causes the SN attempt to be more prone to fail. Taking just one dose of 30mg of meto 45 min before ingesting SN has higher chance of failure compared to when you take 2-3 10mg meto dosages spaced previously (before the 30mg one) spaced 6 hours between them.
oh that's interesting!
 
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DonLockwood

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Jan 22, 2026
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Someone shared a document via google drive, inside it there were many successful and failed attempts described in detail. I read all of them (it took hours) , it was then when I noticed that pattern.
Would you happen to still have that Google doc?
 
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abcdefg789

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May 8, 2026
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Someone shared a document via google drive, inside it there were many successful and failed attempts described in detail. I read all of them (it took hours) , it was then when I noticed that pattern.


What would you say was the success rate for SN?
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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What would you say was the success rate for SN?
The success rate of SN was quite high six or seven years ago. I noticed a trend why so many people fail to ctb with SN nowadays. Six or seven years ago SN wasn't a controlled substance as it is today, and you could have bought easily high purity SN back then. Nowadays, you are forced to buy it from shady sellers and places and often time the purity from these sellers is below 95%. Also, some people improperly store their SN for a long time and their SN had slowly degraded to sodium nitrate.
 
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abcdefg789

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May 8, 2026
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The success rate of SN was quite high six or seven years ago. I noticed a trend why so many people fail to ctb with SN nowadays. Six or seven years ago SN wasn't a controlled substance as it is today, and you could have bought easily high purity SN back then. Nowadays, you are forced to buy it from shady sellers and places and often time the purity from these sellers is below 95%. Also, some people improperly store their SN for a long time and their SN had slowly degraded to sodium nitrate.
Thank you for sharing that. That's interesting.
Your theory makes sense re less pure SN. People need to test it! (albeit I'm not going to because it's too complicated for me! and for better or worse, I trust my source - a Western industrialised country).

My SN is 97%, and only lab grade. I hope it will be enough.
 
Somewhat Suicidal

Somewhat Suicidal

surviving in anhedonia =/= living
Aug 26, 2026
284
PPeH mentions list of 22 cases with detailed info like grams taken, body weight, F/M, TTC and TTD in appendix (Online). I am just not 50+ and thus can not subscribe there. If any one can provide that list would be grateful to him.
There is the 2025 version of the PPH in the pinned threads somewhere...
 

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