GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
Found a whole community who accepts my cynicism! Much love to you all, however long you can deal with staying on this godforsaken planet!
People who want to die are the kindest souls. Sad.maybe thats the difference here. people get accepted and not just tolerated. this makes a big difference.
how long? depends. before i entered here, i would have said - less than a month. but now. dont know - could be 10 years. bit in a 50:50 mood right now.
but as ironic it sounds. this place and some people i already met here might be a reason to hang out for some time. who knows - i don't ^^
For real though.People who want to die are the kindest souls. Sad.
I actually have a theory why. People that have experienced unbearable pain, the appex of agony that they don't want anyone else to feel the same, just a thought.
I think that's what bonds us. We're a family, more functional family than my biological one.i guess some experiences only can be understood if the person itself also had some kind of experience which enables this person to be empathetic about it.
that experiences can be quite different but the outcome like physical or emotional pain can so be shared and understood better like nobody who didn't experience something to some extent could ever imagine.
I think that's what bonds us. We're a family, more functional family than my biological one.
My bio family would to hear none of this.