Venting Cam never get the courage

[Rustysoupcan]

I cant seem to find the courage to try again. I did once and it was a horrible experience. I'm worried I will fail again or change my mind midway through. I just cant commit. Plus I have a boyfriend who I know loves me a lot and it would be devastating for him. If it wasnt for him this would be a lot easier.

 

[antigone_iris]

It's OK. You don't have to do it If he loves you a lot, let him love you. I wish I had a loving boyfriend...