Method Cachexia

[unwilling-]

So my preferred method is cachexia, which is wasting syndrome. I know it invokes the increase in cytokines in order to produce an inflammatory response. As a result of the inflammatory response the body starts to waste away and you lose interest in food, energy balance etc. I'm really set on this method and as hoping to get TNF-a which is a cytokine that I can give myself injections of. I know it sounds horrible, considering that this is what cancer patients go through, but this type of death seems very fitting and comforting to me, like an enthusiastic surrender. If anyone has any info I'd love to hear it.