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[TheHatedOne]

I have decided to retreat from the site (possibly temporary but we'll see, I've set my CTB date on Valentine's Day so might come back a little before that) as it is doing more harm to me than good. It's a difficult decision for me because I put a lot of feelings regarding it, I honestly saw it like the last resort, the last hope that I might belong somewhere only to be let down often. I guess that's how it is when you make the mistake to put a lot of feelings into something and especially into someone.

You know there's something wrong when you have to beg for advice or when your posts are very often overlooked. I have come to the bitter conclusion that I'll be hated on in every circle I'd get myself into, no matter how similar the people can be to me. The offensive remarks that I received recently took a toll on me. So it's time to retreat. You can hate on me in peace now.

Nevertheless, I will always be glad that I met the only friend I have left on here, that I met the kindest person I ever seen also on here who passed away almost 3 weeks ago and I'm glad for the amount of helpful guides and information.

I have no clue why I'm writing this, probably to make myself more aware of the situation.

With these being said, good luck.

 

[LionsTigersAndBears]

Thanks for contributing I like you

 

[Hemlock]

Hi @AverageFanEnjoyer

It's brave of you to write this and I wish that I had more courage to write on here more often. We already speak outside of here and to this day you're the only member of Sanctioned Suicide I've messaged privately (as you remember it was in response to your Thread 'Looking for someone to talk to' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/looking-for-someone-to-talk-to.75448/ )

You already know my feelings on the subject of you leaving Sanctioned Suicide and I'm glad to see that you've already received a response to your thread. Hopefully that'll remind you that people do value you

Sending you my best wishes,

@Hemlock

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I wish you luck and peace, OP.

 

[StarryStarry]

I have decided to retreat from the site (possibly temporary but we'll see, I've set my CTB date on Valentine's Day so might come back a little before that) as it is doing more harm to me than good. It's a difficult decision for me because I put a lot of feelings regarding it, I honestly saw it like the last resort, the last hope that I might belong somewhere only to be let down often. I guess that's how it is when you make the mistake to put a lot of feelings into something and especially into someone.

You know there's something wrong when you have to beg for advice or when your posts are very often overlooked. I have come to the bitter conclusion that I'll be hated on in every circle I'd get myself into, no matter how similar the people can be to me. The offensive remarks that I received recently took a toll on me. So it's time to retreat. You can hate on me in peace now.

Nevertheless, I will always be glad that I met the only friend I have left on here, that I met the kindest person I ever seen also on here who passed away almost 3 weeks ago and I'm glad for the amount of helpful guides and information.

I have no clue why I'm writing this, probably to make myself more aware of the situation.

With these being said, good luck.

I understand why you want to ctb, but please don't do this because other people hurt you. People all over whether they're on this site, in your family, friends, the people at Wal-Mart, - people will disappoint you every time you rely on them. There are few people in this world (if any) that you can count on, who will accept you for who you are. Don't let a few push you to the brink. If you want to go ON YOUR OWN DESIRE, that's one thing but don't allow someone else get to you like this. This is my motto: Don't let them lick the red off your lollipop. I'm saying this because I say it to myself every day - you are worth more than this.

 

[Sanva]

I'm sorry you were treated badly. I often feel like I don't belong anywhere, too. I really hope you can find peace.

 

[BrokenHopes]

I'm going to miss seeing you around. I wish you all the best!

 

[rationaltake]

I'll miss you. I don't think people hate me when I don't get any replies. Sometimes I read posts but I'm just not able to type. We're all struggling on here.

Glad you made friends but sorry you lost one of them.

Take care

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. Some people can be so cruel.. However I'm sure many of us do not hate you as we have replied to your posts in the past. I wish you the best whatever happens.

 

[Someone123]

I have decided to retreat from the site (possibly temporary but we'll see, I've set my CTB date on Valentine's Day so might come back a little before that) as it is doing more harm to me than good. It's a difficult decision for me because I put a lot of feelings regarding it, I honestly saw it like the last resort, the last hope that I might belong somewhere only to be let down often. I guess that's how it is when you make the mistake to put a lot of feelings into something and especially into someone.

You know there's something wrong when you have to beg for advice or when your posts are very often overlooked. I have come to the bitter conclusion that I'll be hated on in every circle I'd get myself into, no matter how similar the people can be to me. The offensive remarks that I received recently took a toll on me. So it's time to retreat. You can hate on me in peace now.

Nevertheless, I will always be glad that I met the only friend I have left on here, that I met the kindest person I ever seen also on here who passed away almost 3 weeks ago and I'm glad for the amount of helpful guides and information.

I have no clue why I'm writing this, probably to make myself more aware of the situation.

With these being said, good luck.

Some posts do get overlooked because questions are asked that the people who are online at the time just don't have a good answer to- there are way more questionjs than answers on these topics os this does happen at times- we're all kind of traveling blind here because this is such a taboo subject in regular society. Just wondering, what posts did you have that were ignored?

 

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

I understand the feeling of being hated wherever you go. But just know that SS does not hold anything against you. I will miss seeing you around. No matter which path you take, I wish you the best.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I dont think anybody hates you including the people that you really think hate you. It is the internet afterall where everything and anything is permissible with little karma that goes around. I wish you well

 

[meetapple]

I am sorry you feel this way. I wish you peace.

BTW I tried responding a few times but it didn't go through.

 

[devian]

♡♡

 

[Circles]

Oh no. Sorry you feel this way, I hate to see you go. Whatever happens remember you're always welcome back here with open arms. Thank You for being a friend to me.

 

[Hans Voralberg]

Whatever happens remember that you have friends here. I have never abandon you. You are my best friend. I love you so much. You are my true soulmate.

 

[ClownMe]

It'll be sad not seeing you around the forum, we had some good times on the counting game, wishing you the best.