By my hands or others.

[ikadasui]

All my misery is either caused by myself or by others, and a lot of it just has no reason. We collectively just make each other fucking. Miserable. None of this needs to exist or function in the way that it does, but we have created an artificial system that is just unbearable for damn near everyone save a few and it's just a nightmare. The increased cost of living, the ridiculous struggle to find good work, the constant pressure to be upstanding and productive, but don't forget to take care of yourself too on top of it all. I can't handle all that and soon I'll be on the streets because of it. There's so much I could rant about but it's a waste of time. I know there's only one reasonable solution to solve all of it and even that isn't fun, and that's the best part of all of this struggling is it's just not even fun

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing truly is so dreadful to me and it really sounds so awful what you have to endure, I see existence as just being senseless cruelty and endless suffering all with no deeper reason or purpose behind it, humans are the worst species to me. I certainly see existence as being so unnecessary and it's horrible how existing here can very easily get much more unbearable.