GreatExpectations
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- Mar 30, 2023
- 11
I mentioned this in an earlier post but it didn't get much reception because it was a long vent. I really would like to hear people's thoughts on this.
I don't want to consider any other method to ctb other than a gunshot to the head, so for now, please consider it my only option. I'm in England so getting a gun license is a thing but my circumstances make it impossible. I'm thinking I need to fly to USA, NYC in particular. I know there are some high crime rate areas where I might be able to buy a gun illegally. I know visitors can go to gun ranges, if I'm desperate I'll do it there, but I'd really prefer to get my own gun, go somewhere quiet, and relax. I think I need to find a drug dealer or something of the sort, they should be able to get me a gun, or know someone who can. I need help understanding how realistic of a process this will be. How will I find who to talk to? It's the only thing I have to worry about once I get over there. I just need to book the flight, each day I'm getting more and more convinced. Suffering, to any extent, is guaranteed, but happiness isn't. I don't want to be here anymore
I don't want to consider any other method to ctb other than a gunshot to the head, so for now, please consider it my only option. I'm in England so getting a gun license is a thing but my circumstances make it impossible. I'm thinking I need to fly to USA, NYC in particular. I know there are some high crime rate areas where I might be able to buy a gun illegally. I know visitors can go to gun ranges, if I'm desperate I'll do it there, but I'd really prefer to get my own gun, go somewhere quiet, and relax. I think I need to find a drug dealer or something of the sort, they should be able to get me a gun, or know someone who can. I need help understanding how realistic of a process this will be. How will I find who to talk to? It's the only thing I have to worry about once I get over there. I just need to book the flight, each day I'm getting more and more convinced. Suffering, to any extent, is guaranteed, but happiness isn't. I don't want to be here anymore