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Tripz7

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Mar 1, 2020
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CTB tomorrow. Probably early afternoon. SN, gonna try not to eat much tonight. Defintley nothing tommorow.
Im already on a antimetic. (Olanzipine)
Ill be taking NSAID 600mg
2 Benzos 1mg and a antacid (Tums)
25gs of SN in 60ml of water
Hoping for a smoothe transition.
 
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Nipuedoniquiero

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Jun 24, 2020
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Wish you get peace on your last journey on earth. ❤
 
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Wish you all the best, no matter your decision :hug:
 
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Dec 9, 2019
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wishing you luck and a peaceful transition, far away from this ugly place we live in:heart:
 
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Ulisses

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Feb 21, 2020
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I wish you the best and have a nice trip.
 
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May 13, 2020
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I hope you find your pathway and I wish you peace.
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
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A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend
 
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Feb 13, 2020
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Go with peace in your heart!
 
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If you change your mind, we're here to listen to you without judgement. But, if not, may you have a peaceful trip.
 
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Wishing you the best in getting the peace you want.
 
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I wish I could bring you flowers.
 
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Jun 24, 2020
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:heart: i hope you find your peace
rest in chaos, friend.
 
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anxious
Jun 25, 2020
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good luck. may you arrive smoothly to better places. :heart:
 
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May 19, 2020
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May you have a peaceful trip and a rest deservedly filled with peace, lots of light!:heart:
 
Raminiki

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Jun 12, 2020
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Best wishes for a peaceful and comfortable journey. I'll join you on the other side someday.
 
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Apr 4, 2020
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Wishing you the best.
 
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Tripz7

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Mar 1, 2020
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I missed the bus today... I had a 2-4 hour window and blew it.... The hardest part for me is the fasting. Tommorow's another day. I can't take anymore. Im so upset at myself.
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
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Maybe not meant to be right now...maybe wait a few days to see
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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Jun 15, 2020
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It's ok to wait. There's always another day. How are you. Today?
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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Jun 15, 2020
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Im so so. I've been doing partial aspixiation for the last 2 hours. Contemplating drinking the SN
:( I'm sorry your in so much pain. We're here for you
 
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Tripz7

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Mar 1, 2020
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:( I'm sorry your in so much pain. We're here for you
I want to CTB so bad. Im just so reluctant to drink my SN. I have enough to mix 2 more batches. I keep mixing and backing out.... Eh .. Im making sure next time i mix it im drinking it.
 
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Maybe its not yr time yet friend
 
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TakeYourHappyPills

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Nov 26, 2019
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I want to CTB so bad. Im just so reluctant to drink my SN. I have enough to mix 2 more batches. I keep mixing and backing out.... Eh .. Im making sure next time i mix it im drinking it.
Please don't force yourself if you're not ready yet (: good luck
 
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