Venting Bulimia is useless

[fallingbehind]

Jesus christ, having bulimia is braindead. It really is the poor mans eating disorder, cause no matter what Im still a fat fucking loser, and will unfortunately ctb that way.

 

[wham311]

Jesus christ, having bulimia is braindead. It really is the poor mans eating disorder, cause no matter what Im still a fat fucking loser, and will unfortunately ctb that way.

Props to you for being able to make yourself puke, I wish I could do that

 

[fallingbehind]

Props to you for being able to make yourself puke, I wish I could do that

U really dont, it doesnt help unless ur also heavily restricting, but Im too weak to do so. And laxative purging makes you incontinent.

 

[bubblecat]

Binge eater here in a similar boat. Am forced to laxative purge due to chronic constipation, but it wasn't always this way. Can't stand how addicted I am to the sensory experience. Not just the taste, I don't feel satisfied until uncomfortably full. My interoception is fucked and I usually don't even feel normal hunger or fullness. Just irresistible cravings for the sensory experience. It's more than useless, just totally destructive. My health is pretty bad at this point and I keep hoping it ends up being my bus ticket suddenly.

 

[Raindancer]

Be careful what you wish for. I am a recovering bulimic/anorexic and now have chronic pancreatitis. Just brushing my teeth and sometimes just leaning over will cause me to gag and throw up.