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notwavinbutdrowning

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Hi all

I posted a while back about how to get hold of anything with THC

I've failed.

Can I ask what are your experiences of being high and how I can get there (if possible) using diazepam, propanolol, quetiapine, ADs, alcohol and caffeine. I also have SN I could add to the cocktail. Also have nitrogen - is this the same as laughing gas?!

I am going to try a mix tonight. Not intending to end things now but if it happens, it happens. I'd like to experience getting high first before I see y'all on the flip side.

Thanks for your wisdom.
 
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So are you getting high tonight or ending it tonight? I am a bit confused. Also ironically despite pro-lifers hate people using illegal drugs it might actually make you wanna live because it makes you feel good for some time and then you might think you could cope for a while with it so it´s kind of ironic society want to ban drugs at all cost but yet also wants suicidal people to live oblivious to the fact that drugs without a doubt have saved thousands of lives through the years because a person got drunk or high one night instead of ending it which gave him/her time to reconsider or fall in love with getting high it´s just something to keep in mind.
 
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Quetiapine, Propanolol and ADs in general should have little to no potential for abuse. Nitrogen is not the same as Nitrous Oxide, and can't be abused (the majority of the atmosphere is Nitrogen btw). Caffeine is just going to make you anxious and uncomfortable.

I personally never had any interest in becoming a bartard but diazepam should be able to be abused as a euphoric sedative. Synergizes with alcohol but can lead to blacking out and deadly ODs but I don't think you are worried about that.
 
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There are many sites on the regular web for legal highs (psychedelics for example), but for opium derivates it is much more difficult to find.

I still want to try DMT and shrooms and maybe a few others.
 
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I can't get drunk or high, it would be nice to have that on my bucket list.
 
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Hi all

I posted a while back about how to get hold of anything with THC

I've failed.
You got SN but couldn't find ANYTHING
With THC? You're talking about weed here right ? So I'm not mistaken. Correct me if I'm wrong.
Can I ask what are your experiences of being high and how I can get there (if possible) using diazepam, propanolol, quetiapine, ADs, alcohol and caffeine.
Diaz / prop / quetin / I've mixed these plus more the amount you need to ctb is ridiculous and low chance of success.
As for high ? You'll just be fucked up and feel like shit with a low heart rate , stomach pains , headache , plus caffeine and booze. It sounds fun but it's not. Unfortunately.
And I'm speaking from experience.
I also have SN I could add to the cocktail.
Why would you create a cocktail if you have SN. When there're many threads to help with this. Products/process
Also have nitrogen - is this the same as laughing gas?!
Use search bar - inert gas , really good threads that can explain all this. I've learned a lot.
I am going to try a mix tonight. Not intending to end things now but if it happens, it happens.
If it does that's your choice and good luck. And if you don't really want to maybe think of other methods and educate your self a bit more.
I've done this cocktail party with a lot more and I'm still here unfortunately lul.
it's not a "fun high"
I'd like to experience getting high first before I see y'all on the flip side.

Thanks for your wisdom.
what type of high ??? I get it being a bucket list item before tou go , but I'm a little confused
Quetiapine, Propanolol and ADs in general should have little to no potential for abuse. Nitrogen is not the same as Nitrous Oxide, and can't be abused (the majority of the atmosphere is Nitrogen btw). Caffeine is just going to make you anxious and uncomfortable.

I personally never had any interest in becoming a bartard but diazepam should be able to be abused as a euphoric sedative. Synergizes with alcohol but can lead to blacking out and deadly ODs but I don't think you are worried about that.
Yes correct of your body doesn't fight back and puke or just whatever else , it can be done but i think it really depends on the person and the amounts and just a lot to consider. But you are right with this ^
I can't get drunk or high, it would be nice to have that on my bucket list.
Why not ?
There are many sites on the regular web for legal highs (psychedelics for example), but for opium derivates it is much more difficult to find.

I still want to try DMT and shrooms and maybe a few others.
Shrooms :) there are a few studying now using shrooms for I think depression/PTSD ?
I miss them lol.
I was to worried about DMT , I've heard amazing things but also freaky terrified trips .
 
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Thanks for your replies. Sorry my post was confusing, I'm all over the place at the moment.

I have SN and the nitrogen set up for CTB for when the time comes but I want to experience getting high first.

I ordered SN from the well known Canadian dude early this year and as it is legal in the uk I'm not too paranoid about the police. However with weed I don't know how to get hold of it without risking getting involved with the police either by getting robbed or picked up for possession.

I didn't know about the legal psychedelics. I'll order some. Any particular ones that are effective in feeling happy? I just want to feel happy for one last time.
 
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Thanks for your replies. Sorry my post was confusing, I'm all over the place at the moment.

I have SN and the nitrogen set up for CTB for when the time comes but I want to experience getting high first.

I ordered SN from the well known Canadian dude early this year and as it is legal in the uk I'm not too paranoid about the police. However with weed I don't know how to get hold of it without risking getting involved with the police either by getting robbed or picked up for possession.

I didn't know about the legal psychedelics. I'll order some. Any particular ones that are effective in feeling happy? I just want to feel happy for one last time.
Gotcha ! And no worries. Thanks for explaining.

Ahhh the UK bruv , weed has some ridiculous penalties over there don't they ? One good thing about Canada.
You don't know anyone , friends / family just to get a 10$ nug. ? Thats brutal. Sorry.
I do know if you're a first time offender and the amount is small they don't bend you over right away. It's not like you're picking up a brick of white lol.
Just grab it and smoke a little pipe at home.
I know you can order online as well but usally in larger amounts and idk about UK customs.

And as for the other poster that mentioned the shrooms online , yes there is I just don't know the UK options for that sorry.

But good luck man, those 2 options are a way safer and better high then the drug cocktail. And also whenever the time comes smooth journey with either of your set ups.
 
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Thanks for your replies. Sorry my post was confusing, I'm all over the place at the moment.

I have SN and the nitrogen set up for CTB for when the time comes but I want to experience getting high first.

I ordered SN from the well known Canadian dude early this year and as it is legal in the uk I'm not too paranoid about the police. However with weed I don't know how to get hold of it without risking getting involved with the police either by getting robbed or picked up for possession.

I didn't know about the legal psychedelics. I'll order some. Any particular ones that are effective in feeling happy? I just want to feel happy for one last time.
Zamnesia is a popular one, I have ordered from them before without issues.Realchems is also legit.
I felt happy with 1P-LSD once, but won't recommend it because it was nightmarish 90% of the time.
You see, psychs amplify your self-awareness but also your senses and anything you feel.
So if your day to day life is full of anxieties and heavy depressive feelings, you will really feel that, on a double or triple. Everything in your consciousness gets amplified.
They can be fun but not if you are in a bad state of mind.

On the other hand they have benefitted people who were highly depressed, specially ayahuasca, but it's a bit of a gamble...

Some seem to be gentler than others, like mescaline, and if you can lose all ego momentarily with a high dose of DMT or psylocibin, then you might have a good time.

Maybe if you take in a relaxed safe environment you will be alright, but there is a risk of bad trips and the risk of good trips as well...

A bad trip might leave you traumatized.

On a good trip you will feel so happy that nothing in regular life will come close to that (spiritual) happiness and depth and regular life will feel so mundane, pointless, providing only artificial happiness.

At least that was my experience, but I always had depressive moods so psychs weren't very fun for me, excepth for 10% of the time where I felt very happy and was able to experience light visuals and seemingly spiritual depth of... being.

You can always try small doses, relax with some green tea or matcha (L-Theanine from green tea/matcha will relax you).

Xanax can abort a trip if you need it.
 
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Well, if you're just trying to get high your best bet is the valium with some alcohol. The other stuff has no pyschoactive effects. Seroquel will just make u feel monged out not in a good way. And where are you that you cant find weed? Literally you should be able to find weed anywhere if you ask the right people and look.
 
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If and when you get a hold of it, go slow, like really slow.
I made the mistake of smoking two joints the first time I got high because I thought I wasn't high after the first one and it was awful, like really awful.
I'd say try a quarter of a joint at first, if you're smoking.
 
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Appreciate the tips.

I have mega social anxiety so don't know how to approach the type of people that may have weed. I don't even know what street language to use or how much to pay 🤦‍♂️ I'm in the east mids. I'd even trade some prescription meds for a chance
 
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Idk what state you live in but id definitely recommend edibles. Smoking is more of an acquired taste. Dont eat too much but definitely dont take them on an empty stomach. Add a few drinks (emphasis on a few) and you'll have a great time. If you have enough time, get high and then on another occasion get drunk and high. Two completely different experiences. If youre really not gonna be around for a while i'd recommend edibles bc they last longer and it takes a bit to get used to smoking correctly. Best of luck
 
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Zamnesia site looks like they've got a lot of cool stuff on there. The internet is awesome.

Has anyone ordered shrooms or herbal highs online in the UK?

Thanks the for your inputs, it's been very useful.

As I'm a bit desperate for some kind of release tonight I'm Currently giving diazepam 100mg and 800mg of caffeine to see what happens tonight. I'm about half way through, feel no effects 🤦‍♂️ might add some propanolol to screw with my heart.
 
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Zamnesia site looks like they've got a lot of cool stuff on there. The internet is awesome.

Has anyone ordered shrooms or herbal highs online in the UK?

Thanks the for your inputs, it's been very useful.

As I'm a bit desperate for some kind of release tonight I'm Currently giving diazepam 100mg and 800mg of caffeine to see what happens tonight. I'm about half way through, feel no effects 🤦‍♂️ might add some propanolol to screw with my heart.
I'm from the US, but i highly suggest you learn how to access the darkweb. Ive been doing it for a long time. Its not as hard or risky as you think, and there are many vendors in the UK and NL that will be willing to send you basically whatever you wish, for very reasonable prices. They sometimes even throw in free stuff. Its really awesome. There is a thread on SS about it on here.
 
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Zamnesia site looks like they've got a lot of cool stuff on there. The internet is awesome.

Has anyone ordered shrooms or herbal highs online in the UK?

Thanks the for your inputs, it's been very useful.

As I'm a bit desperate for some kind of release tonight I'm Currently giving diazepam 100mg and 800mg of caffeine to see what happens tonight. I'm about half way through, feel no effects 🤦‍♂️ might add some propanolol to screw with my heart.
Don't hurt your heart, don't do an impulsive decision like that.
Don't do something that you might regret later.
 
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Hi all

I posted a while back about how to get hold of anything with THC

I've failed.

Can I ask what are your experiences of being high and how I can get there (if possible) using diazepam, propanolol, quetiapine, ADs, alcohol and caffeine. I also have SN I could add to the cocktail. Also have nitrogen - is this the same as laughing gas?!

I am going to try a mix tonight. Not intending to end things now but if it happens, it happens. I'd like to experience getting high first before I see y'all on the flip side.

Thanks for your wisdom.
Delta-8.
 
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If you have a psychiatrist you could try to get pregabalin. I got better high of that than weed. The stuff is strong.
 
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Thank you. I've got an appointment next week so willl mention it. Thanks so much
 
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1 gram = £10 always has, always will. (funny how the dealers aren't capitalistic pigs with inflation).

"Got a ten bag mate?" = tenners worth of weed.

And then there's discounts.

7g = Quarter of an Ounce (28g) buying this much, depending on relationship with dealer and/or quality of smoke can range, £50 -£60 essentially getting a gram or 2 for free.

An Eighth is 3.5g, £30, 0.5g for free. Not all do price deals. This one seems less popular. I think because of how and when they split it/weigh it, is it worth it the hassle, it's usually ready and bagged in 1's and 2's.

Basically they buy in bulk, in ounces, they'll have a considerable discount then sold back at £10 per gram, 28g = £280
So if each Oz cost them £200, they're making £80 profit. So you can also see why some may not do deals as it'll cut into that £80.

Some maybe even do "3 for £50" that's 3 x 2g (£20) bags, as they mainly have it ready bagged in 1's and 2's, so not quite the Quarter, but still 1g free.

Hope this is of some help navigating that underground network.
 
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1 gram = £10 always has, always will. (funny how the dealers aren't capitalistic pigs with inflation).

"Got a ten bag mate?" = tenners worth of weed.

And then there's discounts.

7g = Quarter of an Ounce (28g) buying this much, depending on relationship with dealer and/or quality of smoke can range, £50 -£60 essentially getting a gram or 2 for free.

An Eighth is 3.5g, £30, 0.5g for free. Not all do price deals. This one seems less popular. I think because of how and when they split it/weigh it, is it worth it the hassle, it's usually ready and bagged in 1's and 2's.

Basically they buy in bulk, in ounces, they'll have a considerable discount then sold back at £10 per gram, 28g = £280
So if each Oz cost them £200, they're making £80 profit. So you can also see why some may not do deals as it'll cut into that £80.

Some maybe even do "3 for £50" that's 3 x 2g (£20) bags, as they mainly have it ready bagged in 1's and 2's, so not quite the Quarter, but still 1g free.

Hope this is of some help navigating that underground network.

This is really useful. Thanks for the time you spent putting this together. I've not met anyone yet apart from through family links so haven't been able to find anyone yet.

I have seen random people dealing - would a dealer be suspicious of a stranger approaching them or is this 'normal' business?
1 gram = £10 always has, always will. (funny how the dealers aren't capitalistic pigs with inflation).

"Got a ten bag mate?" = tenners worth of weed.

And then there's discounts.

7g = Quarter of an Ounce (28g) buying this much, depending on relationship with dealer and/or quality of smoke can range, £50 -£60 essentially getting a gram or 2 for free.

An Eighth is 3.5g, £30, 0.5g for free. Not all do price deals. This one seems less popular. I think because of how and when they split it/weigh it, is it worth it the hassle, it's usually ready and bagged in 1's and 2's.

Basically they buy in bulk, in ounces, they'll have a considerable discount then sold back at £10 per gram, 28g = £280
So if each Oz cost them £200, they're making £80 profit. So you can also see why some may not do deals as it'll cut into that £80.

Some maybe even do "3 for £50" that's 3 x 2g (£20) bags, as they mainly have it ready bagged in 1's and 2's, so not quite the Quarter, but still 1g free.

Hope this is of some help navigating that underground network.

This is really useful. Thanks for the time you spent putting this together. I've not met anyone yet apart from through family links so haven't been able to find anyone yet.

I have seen random people dealing - would a dealer be suspicious of a stranger approaching them or is this 'normal' business?
 
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This is really useful. Thanks for the time you spent putting this together. I've not met anyone yet apart from through family links so haven't been able to find anyone yet.

I have seen random people dealing - would a dealer be suspicious of a stranger approaching them or is this 'normal' business?

I'm sorry, I'm also anxious too, so I can't fully help there, all my past contacts came from an ex friend who had the contacts xD He used to always tell me you just ask "got a ten bag?" to strangers. (obv theres a stereotype to the people you're gonna pick out and ask, tracksuit, face covered chavs for example).

Maybe chavs hanging at the shop "hey buddy, know where I can get some weed?"

I went to meet a guy once and ended up approaching a car that pulled up, wasn't sure it was him (it wasn't) I felt so embarrassed asking this stranger for weed when he was just going shopping. 😅

Ideally you'd have trust of a dealer because you got their number through one of their customers already. "I got your num through XX, hope thats ok, can I get XX amount" So I'm not sure how it works for the first installment of trust, when like you say, it might be suspicious, watching out for entrapment. Some of them drive to you, sometimes you got to meet them near their turf.

Upon smoking it, you may experience a whitey, hence a previous post mentioning only smoke a bit of a joint. Don't chong it like a cig. It's like headspinning when hits the pillow drunk to me, can be sick, but no hang over. But you can build a tolerance to it where it has less and less of an impact as it would the first times. So feels like you need to roll another. I miss the giggle fits, I really cannot remember genuinely the last time I howled uncontrollably with laughter where I can't breathe, but the sounds of struggling to breathe in laughing, make me laugh even more. Weed at beginning brought this out right away. I laughed at a kitchen sink once. 😆

Alot of people I think are indenial that weed has any problems, so from a heavy user, I'd say if you do and you find comfort in it, try to keep it in moderation, it'll keep doing it's job better, ie weekends or just a Friday night. Heavy daily use causes a reliance on your body. I've felt like shit past 5 days as I've had none due no money and refusing my partner lending it me, because its a slippery slope. My stomach is in flux and seem more wide awake at night. If I caved, I'd likely chong it, feel a whitey coming on end up napping it off for a bit as well as the uneasy stomach will disappear and I'll be back to having an appetite again.
 
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1 gram = £10 always has, always will. (funny how the dealers aren't capitalistic pigs with inflation).

"Got a ten bag mate?" = tenners worth of weed.

And then there's discounts.

7g = Quarter of an Ounce (28g) buying this much, depending on relationship with dealer and/or quality of smoke can range, £50 -£60 essentially getting a gram or 2 for free.

An Eighth is 3.5g, £30, 0.5g for free. Not all do price deals. This one seems less popular. I think because of how and when they split it/weigh it, is it worth it the hassle, it's usually ready and bagged in 1's and 2's.

Basically they buy in bulk, in ounces, they'll have a considerable discount then sold back at £10 per gram, 28g = £280
So if each Oz cost them £200, they're making £80 profit. So you can also see why some may not do deals as it'll cut into that £80.

Some maybe even do "3 for £50" that's 3 x 2g (£20) bags, as they mainly have it ready bagged in 1's and 2's, so not quite the Quarter, but still 1g free.

Hope this is of some help navigating that underground network.
That was fascinating - genuinely learned some stuff there!
Weed is legal in Thailand now, so for my first try I wandered into to a random nice looking store and asked them what they recommended that week. Was all about as civilised as a wine tasting event tbh :pfff:
 
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Right must book a plane to Thailand!!
 
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Is it legal to transport ie bring personal usage back to the uk, do you know?
 
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You never know that high may help wanna live a bit more. That is very common for people to that way.. especially with psychdelics, I did some weed last year and also toxic storm (thyroid) and within weeks of getting out of the hospital I feel so I felt so good. I totally forgot that I wanted to hurt myself the following following week. I was like I have just been through the shittest week of my life and almost lost my life(saw my life before)
I think my parents were told if they couldn't get my heart rate to stabilise they could potentially lose me. then they've tried to section me on the basis that I hadn't drank fluids in 32 hours. They were heading down that route. But when I finally got out I felt so buzzy like I had survived I wanted to live.
 
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You never know that high may help wanna live a bit more. That is very common for people to that way.. especially with psychdelics, I did some weed last year and also toxic storm (thyroid) and within weeks of getting out of the hospital I feel so I felt so good. I totally forgot that I wanted to hurt myself the following following week. I was like I have just been through the shittest week of my life and almost lost my life(saw my life before)
I think my parents were told if they couldn't get my heart rate to stabilise they could potentially lose me. then they've tried to section me on the basis that I hadn't drank fluids in 32 hours. They were heading down that route. But when I finally got out I felt so buzzy like I had survived I wanted to live.
Thank you for sharing. Much hugs to you. How have you been feeling longer term since the hospital visit? Do you think it has helped long term or just for a few weeks?
 
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Is it legal to transport ie bring personal usage back to the uk, do you know?
Knowing what uk borderforce are like, I wouldn't even attempt it. It's still a banned class B substance, and of course patrol dogs can smell it a mile off.

If anyone wants an indicator of how loopy the current UK goverment is btw, in October 22 the home secretary was trying to get weed reclassified as a class A - ie same as heroin and cocaine!
 

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