Moniker
Member
- Nov 1, 2023
- 89
I voluntarily stayed away from alcohol for about half a year. I don't think I was ever an alcoholic, but getting drunk is like an alternative to cutting in my mind. It didn't hurt though. I felt better when I did it. It's kind of unhealthy so I stopped.
I'm so tired. I don't care what happens to me. I'm too scared to kill myself. I didn't ever fail any of my attempts. I just backed out of them. I'm too much of a pussy to buy a shotgun and use it. I'm too stupid to set up a hanging attempt. I'm gonna back out if I get SN.
I just want to lie in bed forever. I can't even self harm right. I'm probably only doing this to convince myself I have a problem when I don't.
I'm so tired. I don't care what happens to me. I'm too scared to kill myself. I didn't ever fail any of my attempts. I just backed out of them. I'm too much of a pussy to buy a shotgun and use it. I'm too stupid to set up a hanging attempt. I'm gonna back out if I get SN.
I just want to lie in bed forever. I can't even self harm right. I'm probably only doing this to convince myself I have a problem when I don't.
