Venting BPD diagnosis and OD tonight

[Abditory]

I really can't live like this anymore, bipolar and bpd?

Diagnosed with bpd yesterday, the same day my partner tells me that i'm practically too much for him. Knowing i'll never be better, people won't stick around and im a burden to my family just what is the point of living anymore. Being told it's better when im not around hurt me so fucking badly, being told that when im not around that my partner felt better with no anxiety. I'm choosing to OD tonight. I can't continue to live in a world where i'm not wanted, a world where i'm constantly too much for others.

This will be my last post on SS goodbye friends

 

[Anonymousa]

What are you going to overdose on? Most suicide attempts with overdosing don't work and just cause more problems. I would suggest chose a more effective method.

Whatever does happen, I hope you can escape the pain of this world. BPD is hell.

 

[FoxSauce]

I really can't live like this anymore, bipolar and bpd?

Diagnosed with bpd yesterday, the same day my partner tells me that i'm practically too much for him. Knowing i'll never be better, people won't stick around and im a burden to my family just what is the point of living anymore. Being told it's better when im not around hurt me so fucking badly, being told that when im not around that my partner felt better with no anxiety. I'm choosing to OD tonight. I can't continue to live in a world where i'm not wanted, a world where i'm constantly too much for others.

This will be my last post on SS goodbye friends

Im just asking, did your therapist or psychiatrist ever mentioned or orientated you on DBT? Im sorry your going through this

 

[extremelytired1]

I really can't live like this anymore, bipolar and bpd?

Diagnosed with bpd yesterday, the same day my partner tells me that i'm practically too much for him. Knowing i'll never be better, people won't stick around and im a burden to my family just what is the point of living anymore. Being told it's better when im not around hurt me so fucking badly, being told that when im not around that my partner felt better with no anxiety. I'm choosing to OD tonight. I can't continue to live in a world where i'm not wanted, a world where i'm constantly too much for others.

This will be my last post on SS goodbye friends

Time is your friend. I promise you this. There are happy, deserving aspects of your character that you might not have realised yet but please hold on. With the right perspective and support I'm sure you can build a good life for yourself. Please don't risk brain or organ damage

 

[SVEN]

Unless you are very aware of the combination of meds you intend to OD on, I'm sorry that, as you may know, ODs on the commonest OTC and prescription meds are seldom fatal.
Please give yourself time to think this through and, if you decide to go ahead, consider other ways to ctb.
Best wishes.

 

[maniac116]

How do you know "it will never get better"?

 

[Jisatsu]

As someone with bpd myself it's always a constant battle with yourself . I've ODed so many times, but I wish you luck in you decision .

 

[veinofether]

I have BPD, heard. I'm sorry things are so shit, I'm right there too. But I can't read this without echoing other commenters; overdosing does NOT work. It is really, really unlikely that it will work how you want it to and much more likely that you'll experience lots of pain, stomach pumping, IVs, hospitalisation..

And even if nobody finds you you can still wake up, feeling sick as a dog and even worse.

I won't try to convince you. It's your right. I wish you all the best whatever that may be.