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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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I have found my opinion on Weather differs from most people here. I find snow and rain to be depressing. Even though I don't go out much, I would still rather it be sunny and bright as that helps my mood inside.
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knighterrant

Take care of me
Dec 27, 2024
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573

right? sleep is so nice when it's dreamless. and true. we weren't being edgy saying that as children; life really does get progressively worse.


in the same boat. ptsd makes it difficult to sleep, and all of the loud noises (i think my neighbors are having their roof repaired or something?) are Not Helping! and i love snow. that and light rain are perfect weather to me
My parents put the coffee machine right next to the wall of my room, so it wakes me up several times every morning. And sleep itself is often associated with anxiety

Ironically, mental disorders can be useful for something. 1/3 of the tests are about disorders, so it should be a little easier :)


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Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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I have found my opinion on Weather differs from most people here. I find snow and rain to be depressing. Even though I don't go out much, I would still rather it be sunny and bright as that helps my mood inside.
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569 I agree with rain, tho thats mostly cus I can't tolerate the force of water droplets landing on me due to my autism sensory issues. I love snow tho and hate when its too sunny cus don't like it being too hot. I mostly like windy whether
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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569 I agree with rain, tho thats mostly cus I can't tolerate the force of water droplets landing on me due to my autism sensory issues. I love snow tho
It's like even with weather I can't be like other people lol. I feel like I'm always different.
I hate the snow even more because it makes my OCD get worse. Once everybody starts dragging in dirty snow with ice melt mixed in it drives me nuts
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knighterrant

Take care of me
Dec 27, 2024
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I have found my opinion on Weather differs from most people here. I find snow and rain to be depressing. Even though I don't go out much, I would still rather it be sunny and bright as that helps my mood inside.
571
I also prefer it to be as sunny as possible. Simply the typical winter climate adds charm

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whitetaildeer

*bleat*
Aug 5, 2024
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I have found my opinion on Weather differs from most people here. I find snow and rain to be depressing. Even though I don't go out much, I would still rather it be sunny and bright as that helps my mood inside.
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572

valid! i can't stand anything above light rain (too much noise), but i also can't stand complete quiet. and since i don't go outside much, it ultimately just boils down to "the noise soothes me." as for snow, i live in a place where i get next to none, but all of my memories associated with snow are positive. noticing that it's brighter than normal (my desk/bed are right next to my bedroom window), peering out my blinds, and seeing that there's snow puts me just a bit more at ease.
 
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knighterrant

Take care of me
Dec 27, 2024
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It's like even with weather I can't be like other people lol. I feel like I'm always different.
I hate the snow even more because it makes my OCD get worse. Once everybody starts dragging in dirty snow with ice melt mixed in it drives me nuts
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Yes, and the worst is when the law enforcement services cover them with salt or sand and all the snow loses its beauty and after two days there is no trace of the snow.
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knighterrant

Take care of me
Dec 27, 2024
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572

valid! i can't stand anything above light rain (too much noise), but i also can't stand complete quiet. and since i don't go outside much, it ultimately just boils down to "the noise soothes me." as for snow, i live in a place where i get next to none, but all of my memories associated with snow are positive. noticing that it's brighter than normal (my desk/bed are right next to my bedroom window), peering out my blinds, and seeing that there's snow puts me just a bit more at ease.

I like walking in post-industrial places. These places were once teeming with life, there was strength in them. Now everything is extinct, and after years of glory there is only a memory. Of course, I also like walking in nature, but that has its own unique charm.

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whitetaildeer

*bleat*
Aug 5, 2024
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I like walking in post-industrial places. These places were once teeming with life, there was strength in them. Now everything is extinct, and after years of glory there is only a memory. Of course, I also like walking in nature, but that has its own unique charm.

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570

ooh, this sounds deliciously melancholy. i occasionally like watching videos on youtube where people explore abandoned places (i especially love that one video of nara dreamland that was filmed before it was bulldozed.) and nature is always pretty. i really should go on a hike sometime
 
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knighterrant

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Dec 27, 2024
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Yes, definitely, it's melancholy. The Scandinavian views are very nice

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HereWeGo!

Please give me the guts to _ _ _ 🙏🏻
Dec 7, 2024
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575 I am so tired, why aren't I able to sleep for longer. As time passes life becomes more and more unappealing. I think young child me was right and "each year gets worse"

Welcome back - Game Master!

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