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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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that is so weird that the ticket got denied but technology go poopy sometimes. people will often get angry at a little inconvenience that is ticket getting denied and it wasting a tiny bit of time.

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399. Yeah but it worked really well in my favour. Though that isn't really the big win I had today. For me, the big win that I had was finally having enough time alone to complete the SN ctb kit and I finally did that after a lot of exhaustion from walking a lot. People say that this method is so easy to get the resources for but, for me, it's been such an immense and difficult challenge. That's probably because of my autism though as it makes me really stupid when it comes to determining which things to get from where and so on. It doesnt help that I have to do it all in secret so that my parents dont find out. Either way, it's completely done now and I'm so relieved
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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Sep 21, 2024
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399. Yeah but it worked really well in my favour. Though that isn't really the big win I had today. For me, the big win that I had was finally having enough time alone to complete the SN ctb kit and I finally did that after a lot of exhaustion from walking a lot. People say that this method is so easy to get the resources for but, for me, it's been such an immense and difficult challenge. That's probably because of my autism though as it makes me really stupid when it comes to determining which things to get from where and so on. It doesnt help that I have to do it all in secret so that my parents dont find out. Either way, it's completely done now and I'm so relieved
happy for you for getting everything needed for it. I am guessing others say its easy cus they might already have the stuff?

Also just telling you, I will be doing an update post here tracking the wins tomorrow if you want to see that.

I am going to have to go now and go horse riding

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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
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399. Yeah but it worked really well in my favour. Though that isn't really the big win I had today. For me, the big win that I had was finally having enough time alone to complete the SN ctb kit and I finally did that after a lot of exhaustion from walking a lot. People say that this method is so easy to get the resources for but, for me, it's been such an immense and difficult challenge. That's probably because of my autism though as it makes me really stupid when it comes to determining which things to get from where and so on. It doesnt help that I have to do it all in secret so that my parents dont find out. Either way, it's completely done now and I'm so relieved
Really happy for you. Do you have a date set yet?
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
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604. To @Namelesa and anybody else reading this, out of curiosity, would you say that the majority of people have a genuine intrinsic will to live? I personally think that they don't as the only reason why they want to live in the first place is because of all the pro life indoctrination presented in cartoons and movies of "don't give up" and "keep on fighting" and "pursue your goals", not because they have some sort of intrinsic will to live. If I were to raise a kid to believe in the antinatalist and efilist conclusions, I bet that they would grow up to believe in such things and try to take their own lives. What do all of you think about this?
People want closure and to feel alive in feeling belonged… but of course, without that… of course they have a will to wish to live. But without that… there's no will to carry forward.
 
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Namelesa

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Sep 21, 2024
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Namelesa

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idelttoilfsadness21

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lol guys what is this 😭😭
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

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Dec 2, 2024
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399 - I'm confused... did you switch to the boys side for now? 😆
 
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APeacefulPlace

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Dec 2, 2024
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399 - @Namelesa help the numbers are all over the place, let's pause and recount.
 
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393? or 396?
@idelttoilfsadness21

if they on girl side then 393
if they switch to boy side then 396
 
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If @idelttoilfsadness21 switched to the boys side it's 398 for @Namelesa, but if she represents the girls then it's 396. @idelttoilfsadness21 this begs the question, what side are you on haha?

399?
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

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If @idelttoilfsadness21 switched to the boys side it's 398 for @Namelesa, but if she represents the girls then it's 396. @idelttoilfsadness21 this begs the question, what side are you on haha?

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Um… wow didn't know that hehehe. Do we go down under? And I guess I will play the boys side since I do like men hehehe :D
Sorry, @Namelesa, sister hehehehe 😭😭😭
 
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APeacefulPlace

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Dec 2, 2024
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401 - 399 it is, we're so glad to have you on the winning team. > : )
 
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APeacefulPlace

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403 - Your company will be cherished then. 💚
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
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I'll play 3 games :>
I'm gonna go eat and take a nap again 🙃
 
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APeacefulPlace

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Dec 2, 2024
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405 - @idelttoilfsadness21 enjoy the meal!
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

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Thank you @APeacefulPlace i will try too!! :3
 
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Namelesa

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Really happy for you. Do you have a date set yet?
395
should of been 396
correct
396

People want closure and to feel alive in feeling belonged… but of course, without that… of course they have a will to wish to live. But without that… there's no will to carry forward.
if boy side correct, if girl side 394
girl side: correct boy side: 395
girl side: 394 boy side: correct
girl side: 393 boy side: correct
girl side: 392 boy side: 396
girl side: 393 boy side: correct
lol guys what is this 😭😭
397
girl side: 392 boy side: correct
399 - I'm confused... did you switch to the boys side for now? 😆
girl side: 393 correct boy side: correct
wait what number are we on?

I did 393 cus this was supposed to be 394
girl side: 392 boy side: 398
399 - @Namelesa help the numbers are all over the place, let's pause and recount.
girl side: 393 boy side: correct
 
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Namelesa

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Sep 21, 2024
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Um… wow didn't know that hehehe. Do we go down under? And I guess I will play the boys side since I do like men hehehe :D
Sorry, @Namelesa, sister hehehehe 😭😭😭
YOU BACKSTABBER
 
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APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
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408??? - YOU'RE BACK TO GIRLS NOW??
 
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