Story Boyfriend told my parents

[beboleaf]

I was at my boyfriend's house tonight and I had too much to drink and I let my feelings slip about being suicidal. It feels like a huge mistake.
He was taking care of me in his bed while I sobered up, and I don't know what came over me but I told him so much about how I've been feeling. He said that he understands and has been in my exact spot.
But when I was facing away from him, he got into my phone, and got my dad's number to tell him that he's worried I'm going to hurt myself. I didn't know until I got home.
I smoothed it over with my folks but my boyfriend knows what I said. I have so much guilt and regrets for saying anything. I wanted to die on my terms and it's my fault for drawing attention to it, sober or not.
I have no idea where to go from here.

 

[lita-lassi]

its kinda fucked up he went into your phone and told your dad even if he had good intentions. maybe tell him that repaying your honesty with a rash reaction that involved revealing personal information against your wishes/terms/desires isnt cool and it will likely cause trust issues? sorry this happened to you

 

[hellispink]

not everyone can handle someone telling them their suicidal, much less if they love you. However, if he said he had been in that "spot" i dont get why he would put you in a difficult situation. Its indeed annoying but i am sure it wasnt with bad intentions. Just say you were venting and go slowly from there trying to figure out what you need or want