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- Jun 7, 2021
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TW eating disorder, negative comments about body
When our relationship started, there was a time on a date when I brought up that I was hungry, and he wouldn't let me get up. I took it to heart and stopped eating around him. Then later when he realized I was insecure of my stomach and brought it up, he asked if I wanted to lose weight, so I asked if he wanted me to, and he said "Losing weight is always good,". Hes made multiple comments since and including saying that my boobs are asymmetrical.
Today when I joked that I was too fat for a belt he wanted me to try, he responded "You're not that fat,"
I have nearly broken up with him multiple times, and we've talked a lot about how he contributed to my relapse in anorexia, and which comments hurt me.
He is the only thing keeping me alive, but is making me hate myself more. idk what to do.
When our relationship started, there was a time on a date when I brought up that I was hungry, and he wouldn't let me get up. I took it to heart and stopped eating around him. Then later when he realized I was insecure of my stomach and brought it up, he asked if I wanted to lose weight, so I asked if he wanted me to, and he said "Losing weight is always good,". Hes made multiple comments since and including saying that my boobs are asymmetrical.
Today when I joked that I was too fat for a belt he wanted me to try, he responded "You're not that fat,"
I have nearly broken up with him multiple times, and we've talked a lot about how he contributed to my relapse in anorexia, and which comments hurt me.
He is the only thing keeping me alive, but is making me hate myself more. idk what to do.