bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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Regardless if he was innocent not i commend his dedication to ctb like that in front of everyone.

I wonder what he drank.
 
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Kdawg2018

Kdawg2018

Still here...
Nov 10, 2018
272
-drops mic-
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
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Apparently it was potassium cyanide.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
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That was my original avatar on here for about two days. I can personally see such a course of action going down in the SS Appeals forum at some stage.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
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Budd Dwyer still has him beat though.

The guy probably convulsed and shit for 10 minutes. This is why I want a gun in my mouth. Brain splattery, instant unconsciousness.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,803
I remember seeing that video. He ctb like a boss, did it without hesitation and assertively. Now I don't condone his actions that he has to atone for, but just from the ctb'ing perspective, it looks like he was ready and when the verdict was rendered he decided not worth life in prison (iirc the EU abolished the death penalty?).

Budd Dwyer still has him beat though.

The guy probably convulsed and shit for 10 minutes. This is why I want a gun in my mouth. Brain splattery, instant unconsciousness.

I think when the time and circumstance for ctb'ing comes for me, I might actually outdo Budd Dwyer. Dwyer used a .357 magnum revolver, but I'm going to likely use 12 gauge shotgun with either 00 buck or some sort of buckshot. Not my intention to go super messy, but at least dead is dead which matters more to me.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
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Then there is Christine Chubbuck who CTB while presenting the news..

The programme aired, as usual, at 9.30am, but within minutes the team hit a technical snag when the prerecorded VT failed to roll. There followed a moment of dead air until Chubbuck returned to her script: "In keeping with Channel 40's policy of bringing you the latest in blood and guts and in living colour," she said, "you are going to see another first: an attempted suicide."

With that, Chubbuck took a .38 calibre Smith & Wesson revolver from the bag in which she kept puppets – used to give shows at a local hospital for intellectually disabled children – and shot herself behind her right ear. Thousands of viewers witnessed her on-air suicide.

As she was rushed to hospital (where she was later pronounced dead), a coworker found a blood-soaked news story on her desk. It was Christine Chubbuck's account of her own death, written in longhand.
VHSSCAN 15051 8715
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
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I think when the time and circumstance for ctb'ing comes for me, I might actually outdo Budd Dwyer. Dwyer used a .357 magnum revolver, but I'm going to likely use 12 gauge shotgun with either 00 buck or some sort of buckshot. Not my intention to go super messy, but at least dead is dead which matters more to me.

This is boss right here.

I'd like to go for a .44 Magnum myself. Still just a big handgun, but likely to obliterate more than Budd Dwyer did. I want head obliteration. I want it scooped into a bucket. My head is a total piece of crap. I hate everything about it except the hair. Somehow I lucked into hair. Watch me lose that. I need to hurry up and do this before I go bald, because I don't want to blow a hole in a bald head. I want it to still have hair on it.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
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Just watched that dwyer video on YouTube, not going to post it on here though. And it's age restricted so you need an account.
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
Too bad cyanide is extremely restricted. Registration and verification policies. I knew it wasn'tfreely available, but didn't know it was that impossible to get hold of. And no, I don't see myself engaged in houshold chemistry to get that.
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
which proofs again


all you need to ctb is balls really


the guys was well aware that he might be in immense pain for the next 10mins but he literally didnt give a fuck

like they say...yodo...you only die once
 
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Arak

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Sep 21, 2018
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Not really. Or are you going to get me a helicopter plus pilot so I can jump from 200 metres ? Cyanide will do too, but you can't get me that, can you ? Obviously, that guy had contacts.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
Not really. Or are you going to get me a helicopter plus pilot so I can jump from 200 metres ? Cyanide will do too, but you can't get me that, can you ? Obviously, that guy had contacts.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...a-with-train-station-hotel-near-a-cliff.6162/


200m freefall...why the helicopter ?
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
@couldntthinkofaname ,

Still trying to be funny ? If all those places were located 500 meters from where I live I'd have picked one. I don't care about how many train stations or airfields there are, travelling is an issue. I'm not that healthy 30 years old man. There are always obstacles in the real world, more than you'd think of.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
@Arak

why did you asked in the first place then?

doesnt make sense doesnt it?

and i highly doubt that you would take cyanide even if it would handled to you on a plate. instead you would make a post how "risky" and "brutal" this method is.



there are basically only 2 things that you do on the forum:

1. claiming that every more easily accesable method is super "brutal" and cant be done. i can still remember your ridiculous comments about suicide by train

2. whinning about how you dont have access other methods. when another person shows you a way to actually achieve access to this methods you start backpaddeling and come up with execuses why it cant be done. eventually you will claim the method (which was still fine when it was not accesable) suddenly is too brutal and you will move on to another more unrealistic method.


to be frank its quite annoying and i come more and more to the conclusion that you are just an elaborated pro life troll. this or you just very annoying.


you can contact mods about this i dont care. they can look through your post history and they will realise im right. if they still want to ban me - fine. im done with this forum anyways.
 
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311

Dying cat
Nov 24, 2018
779
@Arak

why did you asked in the first place then?

doesnt make sense doesnt it?

and i highly doubt that you would take cyanide even if it would handled to you on a plate. instead you would make a post how "risky" and "brutal" this method is.



there are basically only 2 things that you do on the forum:

1. claiming that every more easily accesable method is super "brutal" and cant be done. i can still remember your ridiculous comments about suicide by train

2. whinning about how you dont have access other methods. when another person shows you a way to actually achieve access to this methods you start backpaddeling and come up with execuses why it cant be done. eventually you will claim the method (which was still fine when it was not accesable) suddenly is too brutal and you will move on to another more unrealistic method.


to be frank its quite annoying and i come more and more to the conclusion that you are just an elaborated pro life troll. this or you just very annoying.


you can contact mods about this i dont care. they can look through your post history and they will realise im right. if they still want to ban me - fine. im done with this forum anyways.
Lol
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
@couldntthinkofaname ,

Let's not interact anymore. Better for anyone. If necessary you'll be on my ignore list.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
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Just watched that dwyer video on YouTube, not going to post it on here though. And it's age restricted so you need an account.
I've seen that. It looked like his brain was instantly annihilated and it was lights out straight away. I think he must have accurately shot his brain stem.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

couldntthinkofaname

Mage
Aug 31, 2018
565
@couldntthinkofaname ,

Let's not interact anymore. Better for anyone. If necessary you'll be on my ignore list.


you are so predictable


all my points got proven in this threads

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/mega-thread-butanediol.9644/


You lucky Americans. Even if I would be able to import this stuff, customs might intercept it. In fact, they likely would if it was labeled correctly.


....

That´s a good way of putting it. Since docs really messed me up I´m not that willing to trust anecdotes on the web.
I´d have questions like : where are those GHB receptors, what do they really do, in what quantities ? To what extent is there cross tolerance with other sedatives ?


its literally all you do. like a loop, a broken record


i put you happily on ignore now
 
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LayZ

LayZ

BrainF4ck
Dec 30, 2018
51
Oh my fault, it said hydrocianic acid (gas), so HCN will kill you when you inhale 2-3 times instantly.

Pure KCN taken orally without any other acid will take minutes because the body has to make HCN out of it itself...
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
590
i cant get over this video. i could never do this

i mean the man commited some horrible crimes but you still have to respect his dedication when it comes to ctb
 
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WayOut

WayOut

Experienced
Oct 26, 2018
281
The man committed horrendous war crimes. Crimes against humanity. He was putrid scum. I don't think there was anything admirable at all about the way he ctb. He was a sniveling coward. Good riddance, and at least he saved the country the cost of a bullet.
 
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crova

Making death amazing journey
Oct 7, 2018
377
I remember seeing that video. He ctb like a boss, did it without hesitation and assertively. Now I don't condone his actions that he has to atone for, but just from the ctb'ing perspective, it looks like he was ready and when the verdict was rendered he decided not worth life in prison (iirc the EU abolished the death penalty?).



I think when the time and circumstance for ctb'ing comes for me, I might actually outdo Budd Dwyer. Dwyer used a .357 magnum revolver, but I'm going to likely use 12 gauge shotgun with either 00 buck or some sort of buckshot. Not my intention to go super messy, but at least dead is dead which matters more to me.

I think the fact it was filmed needs to be entered into equation.
Some people become extremely brave in the eye of the camera [Im not saying he was particularly a coward type when alone in the kitchen with his wife]

Im thinking about these who stream their dying online...
Would they have the courage to unmoor if they were completely alone - face to face with death...
 
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Arak

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2018
1,176
The man has done awful things, but I can respect the way he took his own life - he had balls !
 
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WayOut

Experienced
Oct 26, 2018
281
The man has done awful things, but I can respect the way he took his own life - he had balls !
He was a sociopathic sub-human war criminal. Didn't have the balls to stand up and face the consequences of what he'd done. He took the easy, gutless way out. Nothing brave or admirable about that weak worthless scum.
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
Too bad cyanide is extremely restricted. Registration and verification policies. I knew it wasn'tfreely available, but didn't know it was that impossible to get hold of. And no, I don't see myself engaged in houshold chemistry to get that.

I know what you mean. Then there is the self deliverence of this man: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Marin

I did see a video report that Marin purchased a film developing chemical and was able to extract the cyanide and produce a capsule. I'm not certain how knowledgeable he was in chemistry, or if it was simply a lucky, improvised attempt at making the KCN, but he did consume the pill in court when he was handed down a guilty verdict. And there is a complete video out there of him in court and collapsing.
 
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goxua

goxua

Student
Jan 28, 2019
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I know what you mean. Then there is the self deliverence of this man: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Michael_Marin

I did see a video report that Marin purchased a film developing chemical and was able to extract the cyanide and produce a capsule. I'm not certain how knowledgeable he was in chemistry, or if it was simply a lucky, improvised attempt at making the KCN, but he did consume the pill in court when he was handed down a guilty verdict. And there is a complete video out there of him in court and collapsing.

I've seen that video. Apparently he had the capsule in his shirt cuff.
 
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ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
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Apparently digestable empty gel capsules can be purchased at specialty pharmacies, so perhaps Marin put the extracted KCN in one of those. But if memory serves in my WWII studies, a lot of top ranking officers who took cyanide bit down on a glass capsule, not a gel capsule, which leads me somewhat to believe that liquid KCN is too strong for gel.
 
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