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Ardesevent

Ardesevent

It’s the end of the line, cowboy
Feb 2, 2020
358
It seems like every day is the same. Everyday there's a morning routine, work to do, maybe some time to relax and watch TV, and then it's time to sleep. It wouldn't be that bad if it was a bit different each day, but it's not. It doesn't feel bitter or bad at first, but it just keeps going on and on and on, and eventually you can't stand it anymore.
I started feeling this way when I was in middle school, and the feeling's persisted. Even though I'm an online uni student now, it doesn't seem like much's changed. I have more control over my schedule, but every day it's just more and more of the exact same assignments.
Is there any way to overcome this feeling at all, or is it just something that stick with you?
 
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usernameforhere

Student
Nov 15, 2020
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It's come and gone over time. There was a time I'd take it as a sign I should do something new...
 

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