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Alecsa

Alecsa

Potater
Jan 21, 2019
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How does BPD affect your desire to CTB?
Also just randomly sharing my favorite informational animation on BPD.

 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
I liked this video :) thank you for sharing it
 
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Norest4thewicked

Norest4thewicked

Losing it
Nov 4, 2018
270
I can't speak for others, but for myself it varies depending on my mood, who's around me, what I'm doing. Love that video tho!
 
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elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

Eliminate your map.
Mar 10, 2019
124
This sounds a lot like me actually. Too bad I can't afford to seek professional help in the great U S of A!
 
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reznikoff

reznikoff

Despondent
Jan 13, 2019
43
I always show that video to people who don't quite understand BPD! It's a great little piece.

Anyways, to answer your question.. it constantly puts me in a tug-of-war of incessantly wanting to drop dead & be free of my suffering, and wanting to continue my life because of the good people & experiences in it.

It's not fun. It's very conflicting, lol.
 
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