CentreMid

CentreMid

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Aug 23, 2018
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My metho d is short suspension hanging. One major factor of why Ive failed so far is due to my own SI and unpreparedness to crb however I believe the key to getting things truly right is booze

Every attempt I've had so far has been sober and each time my SI has kicked in and I haven't been able to pull things off. However, after being in a very bad mood this evning, I've had quite a lot to drink and I decded to practice haning again to see what it's like while inotixcated and I wasn't afraid of just going for it and putting g my whole weight into the belt and I actually managed to get it right the first time. No fear of getting it wrong, just went for it. I will do this again at another time but for real, I still have some loose ends to tie up before I go but I figured I would tell anyone who is planing on hanging that a bit of booze helps to calm the nerves. Might not work for everyon E but it works for me so I'll do that when it's time to go
 
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They don't call booze artificial courage for nothing.
 
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GreenTree

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Who do you support centre mid. See your Canadian so not many decent teams.
 
CentreMid

CentreMid

Sorry
Aug 23, 2018
478
They don't call booze artificial courage for nothing.

That is true. I'm sober again now, which isn't great, but at least people will be able to understand me now. Low-key thinking about deleting this post given how incoherent I was last night, but perhaps I could leave it up, as it does give some insight as to how to overcome SI, as messy and as rambly as this thread may be...

Who do you support centre mid. See your Canadian so not many decent teams.

The soccer thing (or for all of you non-Canadians: *Football*) is more about playing on a local, recreational soccer team in my spare time, as it's one of the few things I have left to enjoy in this life. It means a lot to me. But as for my favourite professional teams, I'm more of a Barcelona fan myself. What's yours?
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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That is true. I'm sober again now, which isn't great, but at least people will be able to understand me now. Low-key thinking about deleting this post given how incoherent I was last night, but perhaps I could leave it up, as it does give some insight as to how to overcome SI, as messy and as rambly as this thread may be...



The soccer thing (or for all of you non-Canadians: *Football*) is more about playing on a local, recreational soccer team in my spare time, as it's one of the few things I have left to enjoy in this life. It means a lot to me. But as for my favourite professional teams, I'm more of a Barcelona fan myself. What's yours?
Liverpool. Been to Anfield 4 times. Been too nou camp once. Fair play your still playing and enjoying football ⚽
 
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