GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
So yeah this time a couple nights ago I was hammered and once again thinking booze was my saviour (there's a thread in Recovery). Will I never learn? I just don't know when to stop. In a blackout I posted a ton of depressive/suicidal crap on Facebook and had a phone convo with my dad at 2am. Facebook deleted one of my posts (someone reported me) but the rest were to be my delightful next day's reading materials.
I got through the hangover with thankfully not so much anxiety (like it used to be) but depression hit me like a ton of bricks today: it's been brutal.
Until next time I guess...
I got through the hangover with thankfully not so much anxiety (like it used to be) but depression hit me like a ton of bricks today: it's been brutal.
Until next time I guess...