AppleTreeDog
Member
- Nov 20, 2021
- 76
Feeling especially awful tonight. Depression and suicidal thoughts have been very intense the past several days and I just sleep most of the time. But that gives me a huge huge headache and whole body aches after so much sleeping. My eyes even ache. Feel so so stuck in this cycle of doom. This winter has been awful but I thought it might ease up by now but it's just getting worse. It's all so intense that I'm considering changing my ctb method to something I never thought I'd consider before. Anyway just ranting since I can't tell this stuff to anyone I know. I feel so numb I can't even cry