Blood analysis

[Roberto]

Next Monday, I'm going to make an analysis of blood. I suspect 2 things : sugar or cancer. Most probably sugar. It can be other things. I prayed months ago to have cancer. If it's cancer I'm not sure if I will pass through the chemotherapy. I will take a bottle of wine if it's cancer to share with the doctor. It will be uncomfortable if its sugar. But it should be easier to die. To have cancer is a good way to save the shame of suicide.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I hope it's the news you want. I don't think blood sugar problems or cancer is a surefire way to go unless it's brain or lung cancer for instance, and even then it would be an abysmal experience to the end. There are many worse things than a clean, quick death. Good luck.

 

[lululoo]

Next Monday, I'm going to make an analysis of blood. I suspect 2 things : sugar or cancer. Most probably sugar. It can be other things. I prayed months ago to have cancer. If it's cancer I'm not sure if I will pass through the chemotherapy. I will take a bottle of wine if it's cancer to share with the doctor. It will be uncomfortable if its sugar. But it should be easier to die. To have cancer is a good way to save the shame of suicide.

I understand. I have a lump in my breast. I was so happy when I discovered it, thinking it might be cancer, but it's not. Just my boob being gross.