Venting bliss is just never existing at all no problem no worries

[Darkover]

i never want to feel tired or hungry ever again nothing forever it is then
i got neglected and abused as a child fucking shithole, never took to the dentis given weed from age 12
you don't care for me you never fucking did what a load of awful shit life is
why would i ever want to exist like this much better off on my own
complete knowledge of how atoms work with the power of atoms at my finger tips
what a terrible slow universe the speed of light is nothing at all
i want to create my own universe
with infinite computing power
a trillion decimal places computation power then where talking about making my own unverise
enslaved by the slow speed of light
life equals enslavement in awful shit i am destained to live out my misery here
just bought alive to live out my misery in a shithole and hellhole enslaved in awful shit
this could of all been avoided if we was free from this repressive governments and laws
life's so fucking shit enslaved in awful shit
to never be will always be better then ever having to exist
i wouldn't take this awful shit i'd just leave life behind
this whole place is just bullshit
made powerless and helpless thats just what they want
what did we ever do to deserve this evil shit
when will life ever be worth living in this hellhole enslaved in this awful shit with all these stuipd human beings
i just want to be free from this evil shit
to have never been would of been the miracle a horrible lifetime spent in a shithole
what a fucking shithole this place is
lifes so fucking shit because you are enslaved in awful shit
i never want to be enslaved in this awful shit
feelings this place is so shit
you think a god would create anything has shit as this earth
nobody ever looked after me here
nobody cares at all for me
nothing this shit gets created by any god
i just want to die right now
they won't even let me die in peace 7 long years of living with a brain injury evil fuckers
i would never bring a child into this world knowing what it is
i could of been saved if only my parents haven't of meet
fuck life for bring me alive to live out my misery here
everyone should have the right to die we would soon sort this shithole out by leaving it
i'd never want to exist ever again not under any circumstances one lifetime of misery spent in hell is enough for me

 

[FuneralCry]

I've personally only ever wished for the eternity of non-existence, it certainly sounds so peaceful to be completely unaware of everything, only non-existence is ideal to me as it's true relief from all suffering and harm, existence truly is so hellish and replusive, it disgusts me how people suffer so much in an existence that was completely unnecessary in the first place.

 

[John Ryder]