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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
Today is my birthday and I'm miserable as ever
All I can think about is how my life has changed since my last one! and what I was actually doing on my last one! And that I really didn't want to be here for this one!

Now, now, now it's just miserable and empty! I can't bare to see anyone either!
I'm also on a psych ward too… yay to me and my day of birth into this 🤮

"I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living

So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream
I dreamed."
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Happy birthday! Wish you the best in your day. Hugs
 
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g0921

g0921

Member
Jan 18, 2020
78
Happy Birthday~~~you are another year closer to death:DDDD
 
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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
Happy birthday! Wish you the best in your day. Hugs
Thank you. Sending hugs back
Happy Birthday~~~you are another year closer to death:DDDD
Thank you and you just gave me my first chuckle of the day :D, I'm actually smiling that is a good way to look at it.. Thanks again for the smile 😊
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,527
I dislike birthdays personally, as it is a day that is supposed to celebrate an existence I did not ask for and do not want. It is the day when all the suffering started. I'm sorry that you are having such an awful day, I can imagine that it must be horrible being trapped on a psych ward. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
I dislike birthdays personally, as it is a day that is supposed to celebrate an existence I did not ask for and do not want. It is the day when all the suffering started. I'm sorry that you are having such an awful day, I can imagine that it must be horrible being trapped on a psych ward. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
Thank you 🙏
 
spacehardware

spacehardware

Unsubscribing soon
Feb 21, 2022
102
Someone who knew I've always been a bit of a miserable git once sent me a birthday message that said:

Happy* Birthday!
*delete as applicable

It made me laugh, so I'm passing it on to you. I hope your day is bearable, and that you get your freedom from the ward soon.
 
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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
Someone who knew I've always been a bit of a miserable git once sent me a birthday message that said:

Happy* Birthday!
*delete as applicable

It made me laugh, so I'm passing it on to you. I hope your day is bearable, and that you get your freedom from the ward soon.
Thank you, That one also made me chuckle :)
 
Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
330
Happy Birthday!!! I'm sorry you're feeling so awful and you have to spend it in the psych ward. Though they seem to be letting you access your phone so that's a plus. Maybe they will give you a slice of cake to make the day special.
 
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Forever Dead

Student
Mar 5, 2022
106
I never celebrate my birthday, but then again I'm a miserable bastard so I guess it's ok. I'm sorry you are on a psych ward, I know how terrible those places can be. Happy birthday to you, and hoping you soon feel well enough to go home. Hugs.
 
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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
Happy Birthday!!! I'm sorry you're feeling so awful and you have to spend it in the psych ward. Though they seem to be letting you access your phone so that's a plus. Maybe they will give you a slice of cake to make the day special.
Thank you, and yes allowed phone which definitely helps with passing the time.. hope you are well as well can be
I never celebrate my birthday, but then again I'm a miserable bastard so I guess it's ok. I'm sorry you are on a psych ward, I know how terrible those places can be. Happy birthday to you, and hoping you soon feel well enough to go home. Hugs.
Thank you, hope you are well as well can be.. hugs to you too
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
Even though you feel so down, allow me to humble wish you a Happy Birthday.
 
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Experienced
Mar 5, 2022
226
Hey, happy birthday! Treat yourself to something nice today like your favorite snack, watch a good movie or something. Just something to ease up a bit on a special day. 🌹 (flower is for you!)
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,407
Own b-dy ws ydy s/ cn rel8
Hpe hve tolrable dy
 
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Emu

Emu

Another day in paradise!!
Nov 2, 2021
79
Even though you feel so down, allow me to humble wish you a Happy Birthday.
Thank you 🙂
Hey, happy birthday! Treat yourself to something nice today like your favorite snack, watch a good movie or something. Just something to ease up a bit on a special day. 🌹 (flower is for you!)
Aww thank you 😊
Own b-dy ws ydy s/ cn rel8
Hpe hve tolrable dy
Thank you, happy birthday for yesterday to you, hope your day was as good as it could of been 🙂
 

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