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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
418
26th of January.
The day I get reminded of my terrible existence and how little it matters to people wether I am alive or not.

But then when I'd end this miserable existence, everyone would care. Even people that haven't talked to me in years.. suddenly become victims of my end.

I hate this day.
 
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leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
Hi 25th for me. 😓The Worst birthday ever
 
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Mitsumi

Mitsumi

Student
Dec 23, 2023
111
I hate my birthday as well. Reminds me of everything.
 
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blacksand

blacksand

Experienced
May 2, 2023
277
Worst day of the year by far. Also once you get to 25-30 the brakes just come off entirely and years or even decades literally start melting through your hands like water.
 
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mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,363
I hate them too. But me and the woofers celebrated by eating lots of nice goodies and watching six feet under.
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
311
This year we were in the psych ward for our birthday Jan 4.
20 years before was the last time we "celebrated" with someone. And now my date is uncomfortably close to my niece's birthday. Kind of makes sense, we had a premonition that some of this energy would wind up in her.
 
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AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
418
Worst day of the year by far. Also once you get to 25-30 the brakes just come off entirely and years or even decades literally start melting through your hands like water.
It's my 25th birthday sadly
I hate them too. But me and the woofers celebrated by eating lots of nice goodies and watching six feet under.
I love that for you
 
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mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,363
26th of January.
The day I get reminded of my terrible existence and how little it matters to people wether I am alive or not.

But then when I'd end this miserable existence, everyone would care. Even people that haven't talked to me in years.. suddenly become victims of my end.

I hate this day.
I am wishing you a happy birthday because I do shit like that xxxx
 
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depthss

depthss

wikihow
Dec 12, 2023
234
I hate birthdays, I haven't celebrated mine since elementary school. I don't even like doing things for other people's s birthdays, I just do out of politeness ig
 
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ATort

ATort

Member
Jan 27, 2024
15
I hate this day.
Turned 25 as well on the 28th, I've hated my birthday since I was at least 16-17 and so I never do much, go out to eat with me so, and see family, all while pretending I totally wanted to celebrate another year here. People often pitty me when I tell them I'd rather not celebrate.

On the bright side, almost none of my friends and family gave me a happy birthday message, only a couple of my friends :p so I think the isolation is working.. maybe I won't have to have another birthday.
 
AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2023
418
Turned 25 as well on the 28th, I've hated my birthday since I was at least 16-17 and so I never do much, go out to eat with me so, and see family, all while pretending I totally wanted to celebrate another year here. People often pitty me when I tell them I'd rather not celebrate.

On the bright side, almost none of my friends and family gave me a happy birthday message, only a couple of my friends :p so I think the isolation is working.. maybe I won't have to have another birthday.
Last year I didn't celebrate it cause my family was too busy with other things.

I didn't get a single message from 'friends' but yeah I don't have a single person to call my friend so that makes sense.

My so is the only reason I'm still here at the moment.

I wish I would have done it before my birthday but I just couldn't for some reason. Just not ready yet. We have a whole year now to g t ready
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
4,743
I had a birthday recently as well. Once over a certain age, it feels like birthdays are more of a horrifying reminder of decay, loss, mortality and futility. The fact that we have so little time with reasonable levels of youth - say, drawing the line at 40 - yet are expected to push on until 90, even with poor health, is an absurdity.
 
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Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
219
I just stopped celebrating the birthdays when i was 14. And from then, to many years i literally forgot about the birthday, like: Oh!, My birthday was 2 days ago.
 
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