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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I know most ODs aren't successful and I may be unsuccessful too.

i have 46 doses of Metoprolol ER and at least 30 doses of Propanolol (I'd save what I needed for SN out if it, if this fails).

I also have quite a bit of oxy (without apap) that i never take and could crush and inject IV. Also will take Zofran as additional antiemrtic.

The ld50 is high for beta blockers. But I'm hoping with the addition of oxy, my resp system would fail and death would occur.

Has anyone here attempted with just these meds?

No one would find me until scheduled text or email goes out. So if I wake up in 2 or 3 days I can shake it off. I will have to put out a message though, as I have dogs.

I have a gun but I don't want to use it.

I'm just so fucking miserable and want to go like now. I'm desperste!
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
I've also got insulin but hypoglycemia is pretty awful and no telling if I end up going outside and drawing attention

I'm just hoping/thinking that metoprolol combined with oxy might do the trick. Slow my heart abd resp enough to cause death
 
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