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autostrada

autostrada

Member
Mar 31, 2023
5
I have been thinking about ctb a lot recently and how I would like to do it.
First of all, I am a big pussy. I am really scared of pain so I would love a method that is quick, as pain free as possible and has a high succession rate. I also dont know how I want my body to be discovered. I live with 2 roommates and I would never want them or any of my family members to find my body. I thought about booking a hotel room but I also dont want to traumatise the cleaning personal.
If you guys know any methods that would be ideal for my situation I would love to read about them. thanks <3
 
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moya117

A replacement that can easily get replaced
Mar 31, 2023
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Painless with little pain as possible, it is gun, if you have access to it, it is quick and therefore less pain you will be feeling, other than that, like jumping in front of a moving train or truck still have a chance of surviving with a losing limb. I wish you the best
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Unfortunately suicide isn't that easy as we do exist in such an anti suicide society that makes suicide as difficult for people as possible. If there were easily accessible methods that were quick, painless and reliable I would be long gone at this point and I doubt that there would be all these endless threads on this site. There is a suicide method resource compilation section on this site though but there are no easy answers. A quick, painless and reliable method sounds too good to be true in this world.
 
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autostrada

autostrada

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Mar 31, 2023
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Painless with little pain as possible, it is gun, if you have access to it, it is quick and therefore less pain you will be feeling, other than that, like jumping in front of a moving train or truck still have a chance of surviving with a losing limb. I wish you the best
thank you. Unfortunately I live in a country with very strict gun laws. My brother is doing a hunting license currently tho, I don't know if I would ever be able to steal one of his weapons..I mean imagine buying a new hunting rifle and once you got it every time you want to go hunting you think about your sister using it for cbt. I don't really wanna do that to him.
What I am scared the most is trying to ctb but surviving, especially when it leaves me injured afterwards…
Man this world sucks
 
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OceanBlue

OceanBlue

Feminist
Jun 13, 2021
701
You can read about available methods in the Resource Compilation, unfortunately nothing is very accessible and pain free as the society is very anti-choice.

Don't worry too much about the workers who will find you, they are part of the system that pushed you into this situation to begin with, if anything it should help them wise up.
 
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