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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
387
I need some ideas. Ideally I wish I could do it with a firearm, but obtaining a gun here is pretty much impossible.

I'm afraid of hanging and I just don't know if I have what it takes to do that.

I've thought of doing carbon monoxide poisoning and maybe that might be the best way out?

Does anyone else have any other ideas?
 
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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
179
I am not sure of the regulations of buying chemicals but I would say to make your own SN
NaNO3+CaSO3---> SN+byproduct
If they allow NaNO3 in without questions they will probs let the CaSO3 in too
Both are pretty easy to find online in high purities so I'm no expert in but if you get access to them SN would be the best option

But if that is not possible carbon monoxide (CO) is a good way to go since you just get tired and fall asleep, and it doesn't need to be in high concentrations.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace, I really wish there's a straightforward way to just be gone and never suffer again, it always feels so cruel to me how there isn't.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
387
I am not sure of the regulations of buying chemicals but I would say to make your own SN
NaNO3+CaSO3---> SN+byproduct
If they allow NaNO3 in without questions they will probs let the CaSO3 in too
Both are pretty easy to find online in high purities so I'm no expert in but if you get access to them SN would be the best option

But if that is not possible carbon monoxide (CO) is a good way to go since you just get tired and fall asleep, and it doesn't need to be in high concentrations.
I might consider the carbon monoxide method first. If not that, then I can look into SN options. I'm thinking of doing it by leaving my car running inside a garage. All I need is a flexible tube to attach to the tailpipe so I can direct the fumes into my car, hopefully I can kill myself that way.

I hope you find peace, I really wish there's a straightforward way to just be gone and never suffer again, it always feels so cruel to me how there isn't.
Thank you. I really wish there was an easier way out and it angers me greatly that we have to resort to drastic measures just to quit the game.
 

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