best plant to suicide?

[jizz676]

more painless etc...I know everybody talk bad about this method but its natural and attractive to me. Cant you just die during sleep?

 

[jizz676]

here are some info
https://www.spaink.net/suicide/suicide_poison_natural.html
I read Stramonium gives an interesting trip by the way...if it doesnt kill you can experience something interesting...N SN gas method seem very boring to me..maybe I would prefer CO.

 

[Stillnotsure]

There a few problems to overcome when choosing organic, nature found sources to ctb.

Availability. Once you pick the one you'd like to try, finding it, and turning it into a form you can use will take a lot of research.

They have a propensity to make one very ill with symptoms before a fatal dose can be achieved. Extreme dry mouth, headache, hyper salivation, intense muscle cramping, seizures, unbearable abdominal cramping, nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea.

Time and dose. Because most of these poisons and toxins haven't been in use since the Middle Ages, it's hard to figure out how much you would need for your weight and how quickly you'd have to take it for it to be fatal. Again, a good solid amount of research would be needed.

Because most of the trials were done in mice it will be difficult to figure out the dose needed for a human. It's not a 1:1 ratio. Again, research needed.

 

[onegoodreason]

I was originally planning to ctb with castor seeds (ricin) (just arrived today in the mail) and/or oleander (we have several plants in planters in the backyard heavy with seed pods) on New Years' Eve. My concern, of course, was if it would really kill me, and if not, what I would experience in the process (I'd read about the horrific pain, etc.) and what I would be like after (brain damage, etc.). This cannot be left to chance, whatever I do, I must transition from here, it must be successful. So I'm leaning more towards N now but I'll have to hold off until I get the funds to buy it from A (he charges a lot when one can get it in Mexico for so much less), but I guess he needs to cover himself well in order to do this for us. Still, it would be less expensive to get it from him than travel to Mexico and all the expenses involved in that. Getting it from him, too, would allow me to ctb at home rather than some strange country in a lousy hotel room. I'll post a little more in a "plan" thread. Thanks for more info, Stillnotsure!

Blessings, Love and Peace to you,
P aka onegoodreason

 

[purplemoon]

Did anyone ever try plants or castor beans?

 

[Girobatol]

Ricin is slow and painful. Your organs start bleeding so basically you have the worst death ever. Bleeding during some days and no antidote to that.