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antiqueantipodean

Student
Oct 14, 2025
101
I have everything for SN except Benzos and they're so difficult to get I may be able to get some off the street it's just they only cost about $10 from a chemist but $300 on the street which I mean if I'm going to CTB who cares just the legal issues which may come. I also just don't really know about the DW as I'm not tech savvy, my country is also one of the most criminally tech advanced and I don't have the money to get everything I need for it plus the fact that it's still illegal and the Benzos would cost the same as on the street so may as well cut the middle man and just go to the street anyway.

But has anyone else found or heard of other meds to help?
I know I can't use alcohol, I'm probably going to smoke a fair amount of weed just before the SN to help too and will take some extra ibuprofen and Meto to help nausea and pain
 
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k1w1

Specialist
Feb 16, 2022
355
Gabapentin is worth a look. It has a similar effect and is not altogether unpleasant.
Youll have to ask your doctor for it so bone up on symptoms to report. It is very frequently prescribed.
I used it during my attempt and quite honestly didnt give two damns about much at all.
 
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