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Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
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Everyday I always feel like I am in a trance like state and can't snap out of it anymore. It's feel so weird.
Being suicidal the urge to leave your body and mental state is so strong.
I can't stop crying anymore and I feel like I am drowning. I really wanted to live and be happy. Frequent disappointments and things not working out in my 20s has made me feel more and more life is not for me. I don't want to see another decade anymore.
When I am not crying nothing brings me joy anymore. I am not myself anymore and all I know is i don't want to me anymore.
Being suicidal the urge to leave your body and mental state is so strong.
I can't stop crying anymore and I feel like I am drowning. I really wanted to live and be happy. Frequent disappointments and things not working out in my 20s has made me feel more and more life is not for me. I don't want to see another decade anymore.
When I am not crying nothing brings me joy anymore. I am not myself anymore and all I know is i don't want to me anymore.
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