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How does one find a homicidal maniac to push them off a cliff or shoot them in the head? How does one become enticing to one? Do you find them by word of mouth, Craigslist, Dark web, or piss off the Mexican Cartel?
 
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Gonnerr

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Maybe a sadistic community , im sure they have forum like us, maybe you can find somebody to help you with that.

Its worth a try , a lot of people wants to know what it is to kill somebody but because of the chance getting caught , they mostly dont do it.

But maybe if.they is no chance of capture because you consent, you might find somebody
 
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Maybe a sadistic community , im sure they have forum like us, maybe you can find somebody to help you with that.

Its worth a try , a lot of people wants to know what it is to kill somebody but because of the chance getting caught , they mostly dont do it.

But maybe if.they is no chance of capture because you consent, you might find somebody
*Starts googling Sadistic communities near me*
 
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MyChoiceAlone

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the thing is you may get more than you bargained for. dealing with murderous psychopaths probably won't be as straight forward as you'd like.
 
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the thing is you may get more than you bargained for. dealing with murderous psychopaths probably won't be as straight forward as you'd like.
That's true I don't want to be tortured to death
 
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Gonnerr

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That's true I don't want to be tortured to death
People in your entourage maybe willing to do it if enough money , only speaking in person, no text or phone call , you both go to the location without phone. Police will say its a suicide even better if you leave a suicide note.

They wont even suspect there was somebody pushing you.

People can do a lot when there is money involve.
 
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I'm interested in this as well.
 
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How does one find a homicidal maniac to push them off a cliff or shoot them in the head? How does one become enticing to one? Do you find them by word of mouth, Craigslist, Dark web, or piss off the Mexican Cartel?

 
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Onomatopoeia

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Is your profile picture of you and your husband?

No. But it's very representative of us. We live in anti-black racist USA. I'm the blonde white American female "c*", "n* lover"; he's the black male "n*" when the police killed him. That's what social media called us. When I CTB, I'm sure this narrative will be resurrected and fed a lot of peanuts in their media. They will kill us a second and third time. When we first dated/met in 2009-10 when we were kids, he had the flat top hair style and I was the "blonde white girl" living on the farm. LOL! We just loved each other from the start. I miss him a lot.
 
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No. But it's very representative of us. We live in anti-black racist USA. I'm the blonde white American female "c*", "n* lover"; he's the black male "n*" when the police killed him. That's what social media called us. When I CTB, I'm sure this narrative will be resurrected and fed a lot of peanuts in their media. They will kill us a second and third time. When we first dated/met in 2009-10 when we were kids, he had the flat top hair style and I was the "blonde white girl" living on the farm. LOL! We just loved each other from the start. I miss him a lot.
I believe we see our loved ones again when we die
 
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I believe we see our loved ones again when we die

I hope that is true because that's all I want. I want to just be dead and have no conscience at all, or I want to be with my husband and our baby. I hope one or the other happens. And if not, whatever death is, be it eternal torture or whatever, I don't care. I cannot live in this world without by baby, my hubby, my boo boo, anymore.
Is your profile picture of you and your husband?

just out of curiosity, what is your profile photo?
 
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I hope that is true because that's all I want. I want to just be dead and have no conscience at all, or I want to be with my husband and our baby. I hope one or the other happens. And if not, whatever death is, be it eternal torture or whatever, I don't care. I cannot live in this world without by baby, my hubby, my boo boo, anymore.


just out of curiosity, what is your profile photo?
I couldn't imagine living without my soulmate either (if I had one) it's Willow the witch from Buffy the Vampire Slayer haha
 
sorlox

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I wouldn't involve any person in my stuff, because more people are involved - bigger chance that something will go wrong
 
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oneeyed

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Craigslist and dark web would be scammers or undercover cops. Cartels will probably torture you. Just not a method that would be easy to come by. Any time this sort of question pops up, I'm always reminded of the movie Horrible Bosses. Using OnStar to ask where they can find criminals lol.
 
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Craigslist and dark web would be scammers or undercover cops. Cartels will probably torture you. Just not a method that would be easy to come by. Any time this sort of question pops up, I'm always reminded of the movie Horrible Bosses. Using OnStar to ask where they can find criminals lol.
Haha I'm going to watch that now that you mentioned it. Depression makes me not logical in thinking
 
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How does one find a homicidal maniac to push them off a cliff or shoot them in the head? How does one become enticing to one? Do you find them by word of mouth, Craigslist, Dark web, or piss off the Mexican Cartel?

The only issue is that a sadistic person may SA you and keep you alive for torture.
 
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