Venting Being human

[CuriousAboutThis]

Being human,
Within my demons,
Within my angels,
For I do not know,
Of the next world,
Living on my own,
Causing pain to my family,
And my friends,
Near the end,
I may do it all again,
For if this world was true to me,
They would just let me be,
Instead of destroying me,
I want to die I do not lie,
But the cowardice,
And the fear,
And the pain,
And the instincts,
Preventing me from eternal peace,
It's our people,
The suicidal,
That seem to suffer,
When will we see the light,
Through this darkness,
Through the fog,
Why should we live,
Just for you?
You think we like you,
You want us to be like you,
But we can't,
Within the freedoms,
Within the equalities,
Within the equities,
We don't really like you,
However you interpret the facts,
Is up to you.

 

[21Neberg]

Another beautiful poem! I already told you this, but you're really talented :)

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Another beautiful poem! I already told you this, but you're really talented :)

Thanks most of my poems are more or less depression based related or suicidal related I don't have many poems about being happy because happiness is fragile plus people like making me miserable anyways so this is useful to me since I won't be able to attempt suicide or die on my own; however, one chooses to interpret the poems on here because we could discuss methods honestly if I had it my way I would pay someone to kill me and not want anyone to have charges pressed against them as long as it wasn't painful or by shotgun out of multiple shots to the back of the skull and heart for it would be scary but also peaceful as fucked up as that sounds and contrictory as it sounds I don't believe suicide to be a crime or a sin, personally, I believe it as an out of reality even if there is a God or more than one or none I would want them to annihilate me don't send me to heaven or hell or back to the earth send me to the void or to the universe or multiverse whatever words that people believe in.

 

[21Neberg]

Thanks most of my poems are more or less depression based related or suicidal related I don't have many poems about being happy because happiness is fragile plus people like making me miserable anyways so this is useful to me since I won't be able to attempt suicide or die on my own; however, one chooses to interpret the poems on here because we could discuss methods honestly if I had it my way I would pay someone to kill me and not want anyone to have charges pressed against them as long as it wasn't painful or by shotgun out of multiple shots to the back of the skull and heart for it would be scary but also peaceful as fucked up as that sounds and contrictory as it sounds I don't believe suicide to be a crime or a sin, personally, I believe it as an out of reality even if there is a God or more than one or none I would want them to annihilate me don't send me to heaven or hell or back to the earth send me to the void or to the universe or multiverse whatever words that people believe in.

Wouldn't that be amazing, to send a hit man for yourself? Just knowing that death can occur at any time, god, would be amazing.