Eternal Despair
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- Feb 27, 2024
- 11
Do you think being drunk can help you overcoming the fear of heights or be more peaceful lying on train track ?.. (of sound, honk and the vibrations that may induce biological responses...)
Some of a people I've sharead and spoke about my though were making fun and pointing that if I really wanted to die that would not be an issue for me; but for me biological things can be very uncontrollable like I can get scared of a car on a road; because I'm scared on a road and freeze while it's moving on me.....
I've almost never drunk to such high points; I have no resources and alchohol at hand, I'm not familiar of effects of each doses; and I'm not in a good health to experiment and don't wanna feel bad after consuming it and still being alive....
I feel really bad, it's hard for me to do a lot of stuff or lately even think.... I just don't wanna be miserable anymore and suffer, I want a quick and peaceful way out... ,_,
Some of a people I've sharead and spoke about my though were making fun and pointing that if I really wanted to die that would not be an issue for me; but for me biological things can be very uncontrollable like I can get scared of a car on a road; because I'm scared on a road and freeze while it's moving on me.....
I've almost never drunk to such high points; I have no resources and alchohol at hand, I'm not familiar of effects of each doses; and I'm not in a good health to experiment and don't wanna feel bad after consuming it and still being alive....
I feel really bad, it's hard for me to do a lot of stuff or lately even think.... I just don't wanna be miserable anymore and suffer, I want a quick and peaceful way out... ,_,