Venting Being awake hurts

[deathtakeme]

Consciousness hurts me. I was able to sleep after 7 days of torturous insomnia. That was the most peaceful I felt but they woke me up. Why. I even dreamt.

 

[Holu]

I'm the polar opposite and if I had to pick between the two I'm grateful to be. Aside from when I'm manic, I sleep anywhere for 10-14 hours a day, and any time I'm conscious I'm tired af and just want to sleep. I do kinda wish I could force myself to be awake more since it's even harder to find enjoyment in things if u feel like sleeping 24/7.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also find it so painful to simply exist, I just wish for the peace of eternal sleep instead, all I wish for is nothingness, I just want to rest for all eternity, to me personally existing is very torturous and undesirable.